I miss you and cry for you
You gave me the whole world
But I couldn't make you happy
Even yet I'm not with you.
O  Ma, O my Mama!

You are my soul Mama
You are my life,
Long live Mom, long live!
Stay safe O Ma, stay safe!

You're the cure for my pain
And the beat of my heart
But I'm careless about you
Even when you get hurt.
O  Ma, O my Mama!

Give me a little more time
Like the light of the new moon
I promise I will be with you
I'll take your tears out soon
O  Ma, O my Mama!

You are my soul Mama
You are my life,
Long live Mom, long live!
Stay safe O Ma, stay safe!

I try to see the beauty in a rose
But it smells just like a **** to me.

My pen is filled with lovely words
That I can’t put on paper.

My heart’s aware that it’s been robbed
Of everything that’s velvet

But it beats on in vain attempt
To recognize a bluebird.
ljm

In another life,
we would wake up intertwined.
Silly grins on our faces,
and teasing each other about
our morning breath.

In that life,
we are kind and loving.
Playful kisses, and reasonable fights.

To me, you will never be
The one that got away.
Instead, I let go of something
that was not meant for this life.

you know it hurts,
{like gut-wrenching, ab-clenching, breath lynching hurt}
when you sit in the shower and silently sob.
tears melt with water
steam clouds your sight
gaze up, let it fill your nostrils
drown in water and your plight

I sat on my toadstool
watching bees drink from Dandylions

I could see across the flat calm sea
a blue sky come to visit

I feign would dream a summers dream
but that poem is already written

I will go my own way
happy I was entranced for a moment.