To inhabit the space within
oneself, to such a degree
that the skin, thins itself out
in order to leave room
for that which is to occupy--
An indwelling
of self, to such a degree
as to stretch the skin
to full capacity..
leaving no room
for ambiguity--
All cells and atoms, within
now fully occupied,
fully inhabited
by the most beautiful
form of indwelling of all--
That, of the self.
She is ghosting me
I ask her why
She says, "Because you're so big."
I don't know what that means
"Whenever you come in,
you fill the room..
there is nowhere for me to go
no shadows for me to hide in
You walk in and they all go away."
Ok.. so why ghost me?
"My silence is the only thing
I have left to hide in."
In my love for you, my beautiful
that is the service I provide.
. . .
Access into fullness, comes only
by facing the pain--
it is suffered, into.
Grace buys us time
for to become able
to take Love in.
Truth is the green
umbrella-like canopy-covering
that makes possible, growth..
for all jungle inhabitants.
All.
.