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 Mar 2019 Isabellamae
Aurianna
I
knew
I
was
healing
when
I
finally
began
to
love
all
the
little
things
about
myself
that
you
deemed
unlovable
Rain is the dearest thing to me,
for I am born in a desert,
and for desert,
rain is life sent to a dead land.

I am a desert boy,
so I can smell rain coming,
even hours ahead,
and I wait for it to come,
with all my heart.

For some of you,
a rainy day may be a bad day,
and a sunny one called a good day,

But for desert people,
the good days are only,
the few days that it's raining.
Why you so frequently
Looking straight in my eyes
Ask me whether I love you?

I feel you don't trust
My words said with my lips
So you want to read directly
From bottom of my heart through my eyes.
 Mar 2019 Isabellamae
eileen
sometimes I'm bored
not feeling it

so close in touch with death
I still think no one is watching over me

sometimes
I hear this song
he knows the one
goosebumps
or is it the air coming in from the high windows

calling over my sadness
I was happy
now my smile is losing its charm

sometimes
I wonder where we go
where we are
where we stay

sometimes
there's no meaning
at all

now

finding myself
fast approaching death

sometimes
all we need is a day out
to remember we're not alone

look everyone breathes in the same air
!

sometimes
you just need to hug a pillow
stop thinking
sleep away
 Feb 2019 Isabellamae
Aurianna
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 Feb 2019 Isabellamae
Aurianna
...
Eᴠᴇʀʏ
ᴅᴀʏ
ᴍʏ
ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ
ʙʀᴇᴀᴋꜱ
she was a box of
cigarettes, waiting to be lit
but would soon run out

of light, of time,
and of you
and just like that, she realized
she was the love she longed for
-
we accept the love we think we deserve
without realizing we have the entire universe within our souls

— The End —