I loved you
It didn’t even transpire
Tantalizing desire
Wrapped up
Warped in
Couldn’t tell
Couldn’t read
What was written all over me
Couldn’t dare
I was fastened into you
Like the ribbons in your hair

-JCM-

my head is heavy
and falls back
sometimes on my left
sometimes in my front

i bang it on walls
and i drag it in the dirt
i pull out its hair
or try to rip it of its neck

my head is heavy
i don't want it
it pulls me down
and doesn't love me

i want to smash it open
and allow my ghost to flee
i want to get rid of it
so it can finally let me sleep

When the smoke clears
After all the pain and tears
I see your struggles and fears
But the end is not near
Take your own freedom
And sit on the throne of your kingdom

Snowflakes fall by millions
Like tears
Always together
Yet forever lonely

Winter is the loneliest season.