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Never again will I say "I love you,"
Feeble was the passion returned;
But I swear by heaven above you,
I'll regard this as a lesson learned

Maybe I will miss him from time to time,
But he'll never hear it from me;
Perhaps I'll cry at the midnight chime
For this pipe dream that could never be

But for a brief time I flaunted a smile
Dismissing those dark hours of tears;
Happiness walked with me for a while,
Erasing the pain of lonely years

Why do hearts engage in such foolish games?
When someone wins, someone must lose;
And when our dreams have gone up in flames,
Self-reproach comes to collect its dues

Then Hope raised its head and spoke to my heart:
"If you don't play, how can you win?
Forget the past and make a fresh start . . . "
Oh, what the hell, let the games begin!
 Nov 2018 Oliver Philip
han
I will yell  
until my throat is raw
I will fight until my strength
has dissipated
I will force my eyes open
until I’m blind
I will listen
until I’m deaf
I will live until
I die
because I refuse
to treat myself to an
ignorant bliss
In light of every current event, all I have to say is if you’re not angry, you’re not paying attention
10/7/18~Han
 Nov 2018 Oliver Philip
han
Maybe someday
someone will waltz along
and teach my heart
it's not okay
to give joyrides
to average people
who will make me feel insubstantial
someday for someone that will cherish me
for more than the skin that covers my bones
but who can kiss me on the head
not because it's pretty
but because of all, it contains
Maybe I'll stop overcompensating
for people who don't deserve any piece of me
I'll be honest with myself
and not desperate for any form of pleasure
I don't think I've been kind enough to my heart, so it's starting to hurt
10/14/18~han
you thought when i opened up i was fearful
i was
not because I don't want to get hurt
but because I didn't want to hurt you

but now your locked in.
you eat while i'm deprived
i'm numb while you thrive

i'm dead while your alive
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