I caught fireflies that escaped from your jar and used them to relight the room I’d kept dark,
But those too eventually lost their light leaving nothing but a vague glow of what could have been and a remembrance of why the room was dark in the first place

Where do you go?
You just died
I could see it
Like a thousand times

One step ahead
Fond of planning
Like the sharpest knife
Always stabbing

Bury your secrets
Under the birdbath
In your backyard
Through the red path

And I won't look for signs
My eyes wide shut
Still find yourself
Among prison walls

yesterday i didnt think of you

until i did again.
until i realized that i never stopped.

i miss the way you loved me
the way we looked at each other
the reassurance
the closure
i miss the time where it was enough for you

we reached our end
you left a big scar in my heart
and it still hurts
but being loved and loving is too big of a difference for me