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 Sep 2018 Suhas Ghoke
Elena
Mirrors scare me
Because whatever person I may see
It's never quite who I want to be

I don't have much fat left, I know this much
But when I pinch my skin between my fingers
I can barely see it as such
And as long as I linger
In front of the dreaded mirror
I can never quite see
Myself as thin as I want to be

Sometimes I struggle to make myself eat
As much as I know I need
Because as soon as I cheat
And let myself eat
My abs are gone and I proceed
To approach the mirror
And see even clearer
Exactly what I don't want to see

"Why won't you let me
pick you up?"
"Don't you want some of this cake?"
Can't you see?
I'm much too heavy,
If only mentally.

I'm mentally heavy
Mirrors don't help me
Mirrors scare me
With my heart weeping every moment,
& my deserted eyes not even shading a single tear,
Oh! I feel my every part screaming with pain,
But my tongue yet silent with a known  fear!
& no here ain't present  any of my lover,
Or anyone of my creditors,
      who owe a part of my love,
But in the similar faces left are just the pain givers...
The pain givers are only the one whom you have ever loved....
Unknown & unloved ones can never give one that severe pain, which causes      "Heart Break"!
 Aug 2018 Suhas Ghoke
Elena
I miss you
I miss your style
I miss that compassionate smile
You've only been gone a little while, but...
I miss you

My search history is basically just different iterations of the same set of words
What's the time difference between our worlds?
This whole time zone thing is ******* me up
but I'm trying my best
I love talking to you
I still get nervous when we text
I need to find out what you're doing, where you're going next

I have the picture you drew for me on my desk
My brother tried to touch it but I smacked him;
there's not much else that you left behind
Every time I see it I'm reminded of you
but it's kinda redundant,
because you never leave my mind

I wish you were sitting here beside me
You're always causing that crazy feeling inside me
It's not quite the same, digitally

I miss you
I miss your kind eyes
Your heart of unbelievable size
I miss you

It feels like it's been forever
But I never
Stop thinking
Of you

You're living in the future,
I'm living in the past
Replaying my moments with you
over and over
Trying, hoping, to make them last

Miles and miles in between me and you
Maybe you miss me too
I miss you

I'm blushing just picturing
our memories made this spring
Something about you
If only you knew
how amazing you are
and that you shine much brighter
than any other star

Your amber irises melt me
I don't know, maybe you've felt me
Trying to reach you mentally
Trying to tell you
I miss you
Sometimes I think …

In this moment where will you be?
Who will you be talking to?
Who will you be waiting for?
And It sounds like you’re thinking of me...

Illusions and nothing more...

And when I come back to reality
and I see that it’s just friendship,
I want to hug you,
also want to kiss you,
but I see that it’s just friendship.

I was thinking about how I can solve it
but I do not find anything special ..
Only if I wait a little longer, can we get there…
Become friends, friends and something more…
If i ever get the change to show you how i feel you, i will make you realise that i am the one who is perfect for you. But you are still ignoring me.
 Aug 2018 Suhas Ghoke
Elena
Color.
A smooth, buttery blur of color.
Light, pastel gray of the scorching pavement, accented by dark, stormy spots where it's wet.
The shocking, ice blue of the cool water
The sunny warmth on my back was a yellow feeling
The grass a pleasant shade of deep green.
Your tanned, cinnamon skin, pressed against mine, your elegant hand slipped into my own.
Your short, boyish hair, wet from the pool, dark, walnut curls capturing my heart.
Colors.
Your amber eyes steaked with chocolate and caramel hues, staring into mine.
The feelings you gave me, happy pink and excited red
You listened to me, you told me I was beautiful that day by the pool.
I can't stop picturing this scene, over and over,
remembering, reremembering, and rereremembering

the colors of you
When I met you first , N i saw your cherishing smile … My heart Whispered to me that ,,

You are mine …

Every morning when the sun shines , it remind me
Your presence because,,

You are mine…

The good time we share , the promises we made , the stories we created , even a book is not enough for you to describe, bcz

You are mine…

The day I need you most , n you come , hold my hand and made me realise that,
whatever the situation will come but ,

You are mine…

I want you for my whole life , you are the one who know me more than anyone in this sphere,
It’s a relationship that i promise to you i never betray , want to hear the same with your so pure n melodious voice,.
Just get me a promise that,,,

You are forever mine…
 Aug 2018 Suhas Ghoke
Isabelle
i touched your soul
and scribbled my name on it
love, you’ll never get lost again
Showing everything as clear as it can,
Revealing all the secrets of men,
Eyes shows everything,
Just like a mirror to one's heart,
Reflecting all the lies,
On happiness shines,
& to show pain it shed diamonds,
Even if one try to hide them,
It will show symptoms...
To me eyes are the most beautiful part of anybody, cause it makes one convey all feelings, which even sometimes words can't...
Lying on my bed,
Looking at the new dress which is red,
I thought of buying a new pair of shoes,
But then I thought of whose?
Of Action, of Adidas or of some other brand,
Then I looked at the pieces on demand,
Oh finally I had chosen a brand,
But I had an another dilemma,
Which color will look good,
I thought of pink, green & black,
& I found black the best,
But ****!!!
I realised my pocket was already blank,
Then I lied down on bed & decided to take some rest,
& gave up the dream of those new shoes...
It's what happen in our life... We think of many golden dreams, but we never have enough resources..
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