The last time I saw your face It was naked Now you bare a beard It’s weird to see How much you’ve aged All your black hairs, outnumbered by the grays The skin on you face seems to sag Even your gold tooth looks beige But what you fail to notice Is the rage in my eyes that’s hidden behind the black shades I don’t hate you But the resentment in my heart Makes me want to serve you with a right hook And I wouldn’t be satisfied Until I felt the snap of your bones And crack of your teeth The adrenaline blazing through my veins Would convince me The throbbing in my knuckles isn’t real But as much as I want to inflict pain on you I can’t Because today is my baby sis graduation Which is the only reason We’re standing here face to face
When did I become so numb You could shoot me with a loaded gun I wouldn’t even flinch Stab me with the sharpest knife you could find And I wouldn’t even yell as I bleed You could punch me in my gut I wouldn’t fall to my knees Gasping desperately trying to breathe You could do whatever you want to me And I wouldn’t feel a thing Because inside I’ve become paralyzed
I can see it now I’m forcing myself to be there When all you wanted to do was be alone and sink But I pulled you out the lake anyway And now I’m the one who’s going to drown