You say you miss me
I think that is all a lie
So just stop the lies I don't care to hear it
I wish no one found out
You believe everyone else over me
I can't wait until you get over me
You are making me want to rip myself apart
I am trying so hard to hold my ground
It seems impossible
But I am going to try and I will keep trying.

Be my castle
Chase away the demons
Make me your queen
Love them less than me
Make me the chandelier
Make me as expensive as the prettiest ruby

After all of the memories
Don’t spike me in the heart
Like a vampire would do to it’s victim
You’re a secret I can’t hide
A tear I won’t ever shed
A smile that won’t vacate
Every time I look in your eyes
I fall into an ocean that I can’t leave

Was it all a lie?
You made fun of me
I heard you laughing at me
I am not deaf
I am pretty sure you made it loud enough for me to hear
Out of all people
I thought you would stand up for me
I was wrong
I was wrong to think that you loved me
I was wrong to think that you wanted a future with me
I was wrong about every little thing

Midnight skies are beautiful
With stars as bright as can be
The moon breathing after being locked away
Truly breathless
Like time is standing still
Letting you be alone with your thoughts
Being able to clear your head
Going into the new day with a clear head
Whispers fade away
And it is just you
You are able to be yourself

Over the past few days
I have learned that music is poetry
Just adding a few notes
And using your voice to sing.
Music is lyrics
Written as poetry
That can be used to express many emotions.
Music is speaking what I cannot say

Living is temporary
Living has an end
Dead is permanent
Dead has no end

Every living person has the same fate
And that fate is death

My mind fills my soul
With nasty thoughts
Why must it be like this?
If only you could see
I’m not the same person
You fell in love with
My thoughts make me crazy
Will you still love me?

I miss you
I'm sorry that I left you
You were poison for me though
I couldn't handle the comments anymore
From you or your family
I needed to tear myself away
You may have protected me
But everyone knew it wouldn't work
How could it work when I hate your family and they hate me?
Maybe this is God's way of telling me that
There is someone out there who deserves me
And that there is someone who will respect me
I hope that we can remain friends
But I don't think that we will ever get back together.