She's trapped there and she'll never be free
but all of a sudden, she clung on to me
She watched me, as if a hawk preparing for its dinner of pike
and then she decided to strike
She attacked me with an onslaught of words
and then she targeted my body, like a hunter with birds
No space is safe, shes always there
and when she attacks, I have to time to prepare
Then she laughs, she giggles, and lingerers around
and I cant call out to anyone, never making a sound
Silenced and alone, my own body rejects me
for I am as useful as a legless pony
She's still here, even when I write this now
for she resides in my mind, for a victim she has found
The only home she's ever known is the one she resents the most.
I am but
I am but
written by me... ..
Inside each man resides a boy,
not readily seen on his face,
who longs for, again, that youthful joy
provided from a loving embrace.
A mother's kind words, forever kept,
A father's prideful grin.
Tears swept away after he's wept,
bandages applied on torn skin.
No different when he's grown up,
still seeks comfort from the storm...
and just like when he was a pup-
a gentle kiss to keep him warm.
*we, men, are all but boys, playing grown up for those who expect it from us.
Inspired by Gabriele
Both can ****
The only difference is
Cigarettes shatter lungs
She shatters everything
I remembered the first moment
my lips pressed the filter
as I lit it up breathed it all
savored every smoke
as if we covered up painful lies
in a container of painkillers
The same way
we used to pressed our lips
sparked something between us
savored every moment we had
as if our love was a rose
in a valley of tulips
Let your heart unleashed
let your mind released
let your tears flow
let them wash away your feelings
Let your soul free once again and
welcome the cooling breeze
of sunset's late glimmer.
Lead me to the dark blue ocean.
Push me down, help me sink.
It can’t get any darker.
I am ready, drowning is my will.
I wrote this a year ago when I was headed to the bottom again. I'm glad I don't identify myself in those lines anymore, at least most of the time.
baby i've tried but can't unlove you