I was afraid of giving up, but my road was just too tough to young to know that I was out here own my own and my path was so a long but now its time for me to take a chance like the strength of a thousand men, now I'm drying these tears from my eyes cause I know everything will be alright, I know that god is just in sight cause now I'm dusting my wings off as I set to rise and as I'm going for my prizes and I want let my trials get the best of me and no message from god should have been any clear cause I'm walking Ford in my destiny

The more success I get the greater my life get. The more people start to hate, the more love I give the more people don't want to take it, the more I start learning my mistakes and fixing them the more people start to judge so what should we do? I guess do nothing or do something but if I do or don't people still judge me for the right and the wrong.

When I was a kid this was all so simple
a day wasted was never so
and an hour in thoughts was worth it all
now I've no time,no patience,no tranquility
Overloaded overloaded
I'm not what I used to be
when you were mine I deposited myself on you
I felt so light, now you are others
I'm overloaded to were I can't move on.

It was a rainy day when you left me for good I couldn't believe it I cried so much and I still do until this day when you was in my life it was so much easier even thru the bad but now since you gone forever life is so so hard when I walked across that stage to get my diploma I wanted to cry so bad cause I didn't see your face I know if you could been there you would had I always thought I see your face when I walked across that stage but I guess not now I miss you so much that when I still cry today people don't know why they tell me I need to grow up they might be right but it's hard when you had people to tell you you want never be nothing and you always be wrong and never right I'm scared to grow up with out you you was my heart and soul and that for with you so what should I do now? I'm trying so hard to live life one day at a time and to do the right thing even when they talk bad on me I need you right now please let me know that you still watching over me and that you proud of me so far. RIP.......... I will always love you and miss you!!!!
      
       Hey Y'all thanks for reading you might be going through the same thing but we got to keep going no matter what even for it hurts. This might not sound like a poem but its just the way I feel sometimes.

You used me
I thought you were the key
but the true is that you used me
I through you love me
but I was totally wrong
baby you can leave baby you can leave
you couldn't handle this
you can keep the headache
you don't have to lie no more
we don't have to see eye to eye no more
I tried everything but you used me
Hope you have a good life cause I gotta say bye bye
I'm to real for these games
mom always told me don't mess with no lames
but you knew I was so deep in love with you and that in a day or two I be back but I'm not this time
I didn't won't to do it like this but I'm gone,gone,gone,gone for good
I can't stay no more oh oh oh oh.... :'(

I need something new I'm tired of the usual, I'm tired of same
I know I can't love you at least not in that way cause baby I'm too use to you, too use too your face, too use to your ways and too use to the games you play
I mean I'm not going to beg you I see I see you just ain't acting right but its ok and if I don't pick up the phone like I used to (for you) don't take it personal
If i don't do all the things that I use to (to you) I ain't mad at you
If you feel like you bout to lose me (baby its true)
Since you like to play with fire I'm let us burn and if you don't know now you know you going to miss my love

           Thanks for reading my poems and I want to give a big shout out to all my real men's out there that's doing right keep doing right no matter how hard it gets and you too ladies.

I thought it was a dream,I thought it wasn't real
but pain really hurts and this is how I really feel
you said you would never let go that I don't understand
so many promise you made,and more of them broken so I'm leave now and as you watch from far away all I can say is that I'm so sorry that you lost me
never again cause now I know what it means to love and to be loved
now as you watch from far away all I can say is that I'm so sorry that you didn't know how to love me
I'm sorry I wasn't beautiful to you
I'm sorry you couldn't make me happy
I'm sorry you never learn how to
but my heart is good now and now as you watch from far away
I said baby oh baby all I can say is that I'm so sorry that you lost me...yeah yeah