you speak,
and more cracks appear

through my face
my lungs
my heart

you speak.
‘you wanted me to face my truth?’
‘so why don’t you face YOURS?’

my body broke.
i am truly broken without them

an obsession
so deep to care
fireworks blast into the sky
snapping the our reality with theirs

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oh boy!

it’s christmas eve
and i remember my house
full of people
my family

when i left,
i didn’t know my family no more
i know their names
i recognize their faces
yet i don’t know them
no more.

it’s christmas eve
a time so special
yet so,
so lonely.

i just never saw you go

i just never saw

i just never

i just

i



the blind edge of the blade
refuses to cut my skin
is this you?

for once you didn’t mark my skin

trained to help
those who yelp
those who can’t even
help themselves

put a blue leash on me
as i see you
my tail wags

determined to help
just you now
just you

…

i see you laying on the ground
sirens almost making me deaf
put a blue leash on me
it’s not time to leave yet, is it?

you die.

like everyone.
everyone dies.
you’re just like anyone else.

the stars burn out too
but they don’t beg to be remembered.
still, they’re like anyone else.

no one’s remembered.
even if you try.
because our lives only exist to be our own.

because some wise lady told me
‘the universe never ends, it just changes.’

do you remember?
way back?
when you smiled
when you were happy,
my dear, when you were happy.

where did you go?

you were born this day

you opened your eyes this day

you should be proud




come back




come back





happy birthday.