I piece of me has gone.
My heart feels cold like winter on the north pole...
A shadow tinted in my heart,
becasue your gone.
The love of not my father, but acted like one.
My life was bonded from your wisdom,
and your jokes.
Like the earth and the moon.
You teach me how to rotate on earth.
Your memories will never fade away from me.
Now your gone, and my life is a puzzle.
It is destiny of human kind to die...
And I hate it... I will always love you.
And my heart has your mark of wisdom.
Thank you for the time, and love you took on me.
I...Will..Miss...You...

I see my mirror posted on my wall.
I stop and stare at what I see.
I can't fix the mess in front of me.
Eyes swallowed by darkness and a smile that hides my misery.
I try to fathom how this all came to be..

What happened to me?

A life stolen by illness and disability.
Invisible ones that most of the time, you can't see.
I try to hide behind a strong facade.
Deep down inside, I quit.
I'm tired of playing games.

So I hide my thoughts and push them away.
I stand up tall, and push through the day.
But, When no one's looking, to my knees, I pray..

For. Just. One. Day.

meeting you
was finding a pond
after years
of knowing only desert

I must confess
I fear to love entirely
and the inevitable
pain and misery it brings

perhaps my gypsy heart
was too often left out in the rain
and now, incapable to love

I hope I will find a heart
to occupy
the dusty hallow space
where mine use to be

for I fear in the end
when death comes knocking
I never got to tell
my one true love story

I sit starring at the mirror,
your thoughts roam in my mind.
I am waiting for that day,
i will wake up and think about you no more.