A
Small soft hand took hold of mine (adult).
This, to my eternal gratitude, has happened
Manifold times throughout My life.
This time
Was
Different, more of a connection...
I
Would call it
DIVINE!

When I looked down at the little one's clutch...
It was
My own
Infant hand in mine.

Circle complete.

I am ready
For
The
Infinite... Always was since my inception...

Picture
An angry sky...
Thunder and lightning
Tornado and cyclones,
Turning things asunder,
The
End is nigh!

Looks bleak
Is an understatement!

However,
Behind the angry sky
Permanent and steadfast
The SUN still shines
Sustained
By GOD'S
LOVE and CARE.
GOD
Is always there,
Like
The Sun.

Behind
The darkness
There is Light,
Giving everlasting
Hope  and respite
Through Life...
Ne'er despair,


Our Creator is ALWAYS there!
Always,
With the Best of  intentions!

Poverty
Can be gone.
How?
Share
Share
Your
LOVE!
Not just monetary,
LOVE!
Even
If it is a tender touch
Kiss on the cheek.
If it is done
In sincerity,
From the HEART
No more needs to be said!

No more worrying
We
Are doing just fine.

YOU...who
Don't believe in
Yourself ,
Remember
ALL
The other people
Who
Believe and
Warm
To YOU!
Remember,
GOD believes
In YOU
More
Than you will ever know.

The
World
Is Rotten
To the
Core.

It
Is a plague...Hades... pestilence... mental and physical disablement....An Aged BUT ever
Young
Entity...
I
Love you
With
A
Feeble touch, cooling your brow...a stroke...with heartfelt motion.

As a child I remember being bored...
Days of unbearable ennui.
I
Remember amusing myself with toys,
Looking out the window on rainy days
And Wishing
It would STOP
So Mum would let me go out to play.
Sometimes
I would  see my friends outside and
Run  and plead  to go out!
It
Would Hurt deeply
When Mum said " No!"
However,
I would ignite with Joy
If she said " Yes!"
I would Hurry to put my shoes on...

Once outside,
I CAME TO LIFE!

Feel
Like a lamb,
Innocent
And
So PURE!

Waiting...
To be slaughtered!

For
What?
Histories mistakes?
MAN'S?
Whose?
Certainly,
Not Mine!

I jump around the meadows
All Day
Waiting....for a
Mutual
Friend to
Play
With.

Many times
I
Ask
What have I done?

Just
Let me play
Don't
Take My world away
Which
Many will do
And,
Like the population,
Don't
Have
A
SAY.

By Violet.

...I love you
The
Best way
I
Can!

I
Know
It is
Inadequate.

Still...

Mum
Dad
God
Jesus
Me
You.

Or,

God
Mum
Dad
Jesus
You
Me!

Dust thou art, to Dust thou shall return.
*******!
WE
Are More!
WE
SHINE!
Created
By
The Divine!

Than
A painting
Novel
Poetry
Song
Film... MORE
Than
History, geography, philosophy
Maths and science....
ETC.

I walked
For a time
Down the path
THEY
Paved for me

(Singular observation,from myself )

They
Wanted to guide
MY every
Step
Through Their World
Their Creation
Then,
I felt
A sudden Sensation:
Not In Control!

I
Took a turn
Digressed
Like
The Lateral Thinker....

Now,
I am free to a degree (Probably, that's as far as it will get for most of us) regardless,
I feel a
Dilation
Liberation
Emancipation
Salvation.

BOOM!

...the sound of the news via TV reporting the war in...

What if
God
Showed
Adam and Eve a visual
Like we do watching  a cinema screen
Or
In a dream as it was written so biblically,
The
Consequences
Of eating
The forbidden fruit,
Whould
They
Still
Have chosen
To
Bring All the wars and bloodshed
Immorality
Mortality
Upon themselves
And
Their Children?

IF
Things
Were explained properly, in detail,
What
Such an action would result in,
Would
They,
PRECIOUS CHILDREN,
Have
Ignored such horror and still
Proceeded
In eating...the
Forbidden fruit?

I
Am
Passionate
About Life,
The
BREATH
Of
LIFE
The
Way
Children, connect,
Value
Me!
Which
Is
The
Greatest Accolade.

I,
Do not want your
Diploma's
Certificates
Scholarships
Academic
Crap!

Just
Let me inhale
Fresh air.

What
Can I say?... My mind's a whirl!
Because of history and a  Bewildered world.... BUT,
I
Am both, a Boy ...and Girl .
And,
I love both sexes within me.
While you,( devil?)
Bomb,
Annihilate
The
Daisies
In the fields...World war1/2...if there is is WW3 it is the ultimate stupidity... insanity!
"I "
Just,
To let the daisies in the grass know
I
Will
Water you...
Do
The least,
Preserve YOUR,
Significance,Wonderment
With
One
Drop
Of ...( Water)...
LOVE!

Were
Do
"I"
Begin?
Well,
From my inception...19..
In a physical form...
Then what?... History,
Others like you, and what they ALL
Came through, blood and guts
And "pretty things"...
Written down,
Recorded
For
Posterity,
To
Inform...?
The
Beginning
To me,
Will
From something vacant...
Suffice.

Take me
To your realm of Love,
Oh my Precious little Dove,
Take me there,
Let me Share,
ALL
My
LOVE
With
YOU!

Ouch!
Agony!
Why
PAIN?
Cancer
Disease
Pestilence.
Why
Destruction­
Annihilation,
Abortion?
Why, swat
A
FLY?

End.

I,
Am not aggressive
Just
Expressive.
People
Take me the wrong way.

I,
HAVE
To speak up....
Even to say... look at the snow falling,
That butterfly flit from flower to a human hand.
SO
Many people
Shut their minds and mouths.
MUTE.
Speak up for Yourself ,and... the human race!
This
LIFE
We ALL
Have been given
Is a GiFT



...from the Heavens above...
So , hold out your arms out wide ....and embrace it, because
Paradise
Was never lost!

Look!
Just LOOK
At what WE
Have ALL
Been Given !!!!

Thoughts,
By Violet.
Love
ALL
Without
Hate.

They are not an invasion,
But a new equation,
Going forward,
A new nation.

Going forward,
We can embrace,
A different face,
In a new place.

Going forward,
New plans,
Different clans,
In a new land.

By Patrick Comfrey.

You win Me with your Authorship/ Wisdom.

Why
Am I So dumb?

I know
I can thump my chest,
Scream
Into the Heavens...

It makes no difference,
No response,
No mitigation.
And,
You're right.
I
Will always be wrong.

BUT,

...for Who I am!
Not for what I've got
Not for what I know
Not for my money;
Don't take me for show.
Just take me
For...ME.

Show me
You care,
You
Will always be there
And
I will care
And
Be there for
YOU.


By Violet.

"I"....!!!
You?!

Then....

I am
Sweet
I am
Neat,
I
Can
Sweep
You
Off
Your
Feet!
Give
Me

A Twirl,
Give
Me
A Birl...
And
I will be
Your dancing girl!

By Violet.

I thought I knew it All.
Then
My innocence
Was taken away.
Now
I know nothing,
Yes,
Nothing
At all.
But
Still go out to play!
By Violet.

One can feel guilty
For
Being alive,
Especially,
When
So many die.
One
Can
Feel guilty laughing
While
So many cry.

I will cry, I will die.
We
Need
Laughter
To get us by!

I
Am a cheeky little bird.
I
Am
A SPECIAL little bird.
My
Feathers are so fluffy
Do not
Ruffle me!
I
Do not need MY
Wings clipped
Do you?
Chirp!
Chirp!
Tweet!
Tweet!
By
VIOLET.

Why
Do I write?
To express myself with words
But,
Most of all
Freedom too express!
It
Has taught me
Who
I really am,
Taught me to Believe in myself,
Brought
Out all my inner most thoughts,
Fears and Joys.
Thoughts that lay in my head dormant
For years.
I
Did not know!


Did not know
Who
I really was....
Until I put pen to paper.
Thank you
Quill and parchment.
By Violet.

I want to **** myself.
Why?
Because
I
Want
To
LIVE!

The world.
What world?
Your world?
My
World?
Who's World?
Your world?
Yes!

Child,
Grow up for heaven's sake!
Be quiet !
Speak when you are spoken too!
Children
Should be seen and not heard!
That's
How it was for myself.
I do not want sympathy,
Just,
To let others know...Beware
Of
Grown ups!

For your response, fellow writers on H.P.,
To my
Attempts
At painting
With
Words
Which
I know are, to me,
Inadequate.
Why? Well, like, Socrates , hailed as a wise man, told you all
HE new nothing.
I
Know
There is more
I can do to get it right.  BUT ,Right, in accordance to what and who?
The
RIght/Write
Is YOU!...And, acknowledging The CREATOR and CHRIST.

I
Have faults amany,
Like
Everyone...
I
Am like YOU
But are ME
Struggling
Like
CHRIST
Trying to be nice
Preventing a Nuclear Holocaust
To say
Simply
I
LOve
You
From the bottom of MY heart.
I
Can go on forever with my rant (while pulsating one should!)
There
Is so much more I want to express
And
Will
If GOD respires.

I
Have
All these thoughts & feelings inside.
Who
Is messing up my brains?
It's
Like spaghetti junction in here.
Don't test me
Don't try me
Just listen
To
Me
Like
I
Listen
To you!
Let's not get our wires crossed.
Do
Not
Confuse me, I'm confused
Enough!
Just listen
To me
Once and for all.

Don't judge me
Underestimate me

Show me
You care
Like
I care
For you.            By Violet.

I
Have
No art or poetry, music, philosophy, politics, religion, etc.
I
Am
Ugly mentally and physically...
Who
Brought
Me here where we all exist
Ever
In
Conflict?
I do not want an answer!
I
Know
Like each and everyone of us,
We
Are
On
Our OWN special
Journey.

Live every day
Like it is your last day...skip,
Jump, leap!
BE
As free as You can!
Like
There's no tomorrow...
Skip, jump, leap!
Leave
ALL
Your troubles behind!

There
May never be tomorrow...
Skip, jump, LEAP!

All of a sudden!
I
Became AWARE (of what?)
Of
An
Existence
Concrete
And
Abstract!
WOW!
I
Felt ecstasy...Then,( the big spoiler)
AGONY!...
I
Learned after a period
Agony was the more pronounced;
Mental and physical
Anguish, and seeming insanity prevailed...
Especially among the educated and most holy.
Wrong
And Evil propagates, I observe...but let me stress....Not,
From MY source... INDIVIDUAL entity!

....I feel
You....in my presence
By
My side...
I
Can
Almost hear you,
Your thoughts.
I know
You
Are
There...like
You know
I am there...by your side...
Something
Brought
US
Together.
I feel
I have
Been here
Before.
I get
Such a Strong vibe
From you
Like, I guess,
You get from me.

Are
You
An angel?
Who
Sent YOU
To me?
Why,
Pick
ME?

...You could
Have all the money in the world
And
Have nothing.
You
Could have
No money
Yet,
Have everything.

...Stay where you are!
Repress
The urge
To grow
Any further...
Insist
You
Stay
In your state of innocence...
Even,
Die
For it!
I
So much wish
I had...

But ,
That's me...

Wanting to end evil!

YOU
Who are you?
I
Hate
Death!

My sister
Who
Nearly died (cancer)
Is still
With the family
That are at odds with each other
Like
The World is too,
Conflict
After
Conflict
Like
They
Really do not
REALLY
F......
Care!

I
Am
Alone
Like
The single bud
And
All
Flowers in
Bloom.
I
Am
Eternally grateful
For
The slightest
Recognition.
Too
Many
Make a big thing
Out of Nothing!
Life
IS
Simple
Like a newborn.


Are you with me
Or
Are you not
Have
I
To
Make
This journey
On
My
Own?
ALONE?
You
All
Out there
Know
Where
I
Am coming from(?)
I
Love
BEING!

Reality
Is a armpit
Without
A deodorant...
Fantasy
Is
The deodorant.

Said a wonderful thing
In the last part of
"Eve's Diary"
Which
I recommend
One should read.
I just love this...
Are You ready to understand and embrace this?
...."EDEN IS WHERE EVE IS"

So much better than a million other things,
Especially, Oppenheimer is where
The Bomb is.

Your being
My being
And
Every Being
On earth
What
Are we doing with each other?
Well,
From my aspect,
Some
Are
Devaluating
Consequential
Brothers and sisters(?)
Simply put,
WE
Are on the Same boat,
Sailing through life
This time
Not
In the Ark.

Make
YOUR
Own  footprint in the sand!
Don't
Let
Anyone
Step for you, OR step in front of You!
Walk
Your
Way!
That
Is ALL
I always want to say!

While
The negativity
Manufacturers
On this wonderful planet at an alarming rate

The
Greatest
Love and wisdom comes from the CHILD!
Not
History
Science
Theology or
Those good and bad,
BUT,
From those
Who
Speak
The
Truth
And utter
JOBBY!

If you love you'll LOVE...and, it don't matter how small.
If
You
HATE...
It shocks how big!?

Concentrate
On
Yourself...

And
NATURE.
All
You need to know
Is
In
YOU!

Don't, don't
Ever
Doubt yourself!
Believe,
Believe,
Believe,
In
Yourself!
YOURSELF.