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 Nov 2016 Timmy Shanti
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We're just soaring on this earth.
Without course, a floating asteroid,
with no worth, it's our planet of birth.
Of meaning, all there is, is void.
Always wandering to some north,
pretending life of merit is not devoid.

I'm not writing full of depression,
it's just the same old realisation.
Don't wanna die, just a bit whatever,
waiting for a change in this monotony.
Tired of waking up, wish I'd sleep forever
or that something would entertain me.
*"The key to being happy isn't a search for meaning. It's to just keep yourself busy with unimportant nonsense, and eventually, you'll be dead."* -Mr Penautbutter.
 Nov 2016 Timmy Shanti
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~ Got used to think you're mine,
but everything is changed by time.
Yes, I'll admit I'm still a fool for you
and I'm still waiting for a sign.

Somehow I will get through,
cooking my hearth in this sad barbecue.
Someday all will be fine.
I just need rest and time... or you.

As sure as the sky is up and the ground is down
life has no meaning without you around,
but someday somehow I will be fine
I just need to rest and more time... or you.

You had a way to make me smile.
You could've kissed me one more time.
For you I would've had walked one more mile.
I just need rest and time...
 Jan 2016 Timmy Shanti
Rj
Unspoken
 Jan 2016 Timmy Shanti
Rj
I have so much to say
But given the opportunity
I'm silent
Baby don't run and hide
Just sit a while by my side
Say anything you can
Talk about what a vile human I am
I'll listen just to hear the sound
Of the only beautiful thing I found

Speak of how you want me to die
For god only knows I often try
But I remember what I'd miss
Like spending time with you like this
I've made mistakes time and time again
Yet your heart I've managed to obtain

Maybe we can begin to reminisce
And I'll lean in for a weary kiss
You and I know I can't behave
Our relationship I seek to save
Let's press more on this issue
So the sound of your voice can continue

Stare intently as I speak of my hell
And I'll apologize for how you fell
For me long ago and into my arm tonight
Your body beside me what a beautiful sight
I know I'm toxic and this is contagious
But my love for you is outrageous

Please let's stay like this for a while
Accuse me and put me on trial
You know how I can deceive
Rules and regulations I'm willing to receive
Just to have enough time to finally say
That from you I'll never stray
We are all nerds,
Just looking for the-
Right glasses to wear,
The right pants to lift,
The right tie to bear,
An the right book to pick.
Copyright © 2015 Paul Forbes All Rights Reserved
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