I'm not shining away
Anymore
From the real truth
That stares me right in the face
It is who I was
It is who I am
And it is who I will be
For the rest of my life
I have to face the world
With my deepest secret
That will maybe cause
Society
To laugh in my face
Or accept me as I am
Or maybe reject me
But I can't hold my secret
Back anymore
So my guts will be spilled
And people will
Accept me as I am
Or watch me as I go...

She leaves me
with secret flowers

each has
a broken heart

and purple petals
for me to hide

and memories
I can't ....

I hate my brain,
For not knowing what to say.
There are so many words,
Just waiting to be shared.
Yet my thoughts remain blurred.
Why?
I know that he cares.