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Every since the day i heard about you things got worse.
I took a reading on you now my wrist hurt.
Time kills i had to carve it in my arm.
Since splitting lines would of made me more insane to the eye.
The people i should say.
I feel high when i haven't even smoke the ****.
And when i smoke the **** you keep me paranoid to think.
I'ma go to jail if the cops catch me smoking on this tree.
When the money the same color of the ***** see.
This why i can't die because i just want to see.
The day it's legalize in the cle.
You my old friend will surely subside because one day hopefully soon it'll be legal to decide if i want to be high.
Depressed i shall remain.
Until i catch a train or fly upon a plane.
To my mother land where even there **** is spooky.
Feel like anywhere i go it's a chance of a scary movie.
But you depression, you everywhere i go.
I can't even have a girlfriend because of the thought of turning cold.
Giving nothing but my full soul in return for her hand.
Then you kick in and tell me she wants another man.
****
Depression wish you would leave now my hand bleeds.
I carved God on my hand so hopefully if he's real he'll see.
That my depression will surely try and really **** me.
And anxiety, your something that makes my nose bleed.
Im done with this depression waiting patiently for bills to past
So i can legally smoke the ***** tree while laying on the grass.
I awoke as a tinder wolf
growling
a cut shawl man
dreaming of scarf’s
that left the world
drifting on infinite
dependency

I know I have
to wash
my human on
there are cigarettes
to be sung

could I be
a long shank man
a conqueror
or magician

No I am tinder wolf
howling,
hunting more
tobacco

Walking silent
forever
an assassin
Kid brother your birthday is in two days. Yesterday was your party you would be 21 if they didn't stop your heart from beating. Life's hard as usual but i maintain the fact of being harder. Demons negative forces continue to play a huge part in my life leaving me with the thought of death and hope for the day.... I finally got a acoustic i learned three chords haven't touched it since. I wrote a song called change but somehow it still leaves me hopeless for positive energy. I know your safe and happy in your heaven of all the things you ever wanted. Your heaven of light and peace. Until i get there, be my angel and guide me to you.
As a young adult coming up into a world ablaze, it's hard to find guidance, wisdom and true help.
Everyone literally has problems weight upon there shoulders so heavy making it almost impossible to lend a helping hand.
It feels wrong to try and get something off your chest knowing someone's going through way worst things then you are.
Most heard saying out of my 22 years is " this is life and it ain't pretty."
Hearing this from my elders hurts because all it is telling me is that I shouldn't care about the pain the stress the feeling of being so close to death when all I want is to truly live a life of joy.
" I've been there it'll get better, keep your head up"
Tips on staying positive
Tips on ways to free the pain
To lift the stress to truly free yourself from depression.
It's hard to find
Nowadays everyone's just trying to stay a float as if we're all on the Titanic waiting for the iceberg to emerge.
"Wake up!, Stay awake!, Believe in thou self as you will become the man you needed coming up"
Thank you
I appreciate being able to come to a place where I can express myself. It's hard to talk to anyone nowadays knowing your old friends are either in college or working mad hours as yourself. I truly hope that one day everything will get better and people as one will come together.
  Jun 2017 The tail of two souls
Bec
Long drives
replay long
conversations
that sit with me
through longer
nights.
But your stay
was so
short,
sometimes I'm
not even sure
you were real.
The path
As a young soul, innocence was no sense at all.
Birds were amazing seeing them only to think "one day im going to fly!"- Holy wolf
Say you want a **** but don't like the violence
You say you want a nice guy but wish he was mean
You say you want a drink you say you want some dank but then don't want him to be with his friends
You say you want to be around each other​ alot
But when it happens you would rather play on your phone but get mad when he turns video game on
You don't even wanna play
I don't understand​ what you mean
Maybe what you want is something make believe
Something not real something in-between
Maybe it's something you seen on a screen
Well sorry baby I no celebrity
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