I always saw everything in black and white,
Never had to doubt if it was wrong or right,
But then along you came,  all acting so cute,
Causing an attraction I couldn't refute.
It's wrong to feel this and to want so much,
But right now baby I'm craving your touch.
Just for the summer, just a little fling,
Just a couple of dates, but here's the thing,
I think I want more, like a chance at forever,
But it's just for the summer, then after that never

Your beauty is something to which words can't compare
I love you more that anything, as I trust you're aware
You're more perfect than I could ever describe
I'll love you forever, this feeling won't subside
You're my perfect little angel, you
I'll love you no matter what you do.

You're gone again, I should stop trying.
I should speed up, this slow, slow dying.
When you came back, I let myself care,
and was happy a moment, an occurrence so rare,
yet you are gone, and it doesn't matter.
I've no longer a heart, for your absence to shatter.

Her smile's warm like a roaring fire
Her voice is soft like the wind through the trees
Her beauty is endless like the sea's

My heart is broken like shattered glass
My head is screeching like metal across stone
My soul is fading like bad memories

Do you remember that night under the stars and moon,
such a great time, but it ended far too soon.
Cause I remember that kiss, short, soft and sweet,
with the prettiest girl, that I ever did meet.

Do you remember how, it all came to an end,
cause I'm struggling here, just to be your friend.
You were mine, I was yours, I didn't need more
But now she's gone, that sweet girl I adore.

This isn't even a real poem
More just a goodbye
Bye my sweetheart, my angel, my love
You were the image of perfection
my perfect little angel
and now I am over you
I burned all my feelings in that flame
every single memory is now in ashes
and I am over you, I don't feel the same
For the first time I am happy now,
for the first time since you said goodbye.
I am over you, you have him
I am making you choose him over me
but I will never stop loving you
and you will always be my perfect little angel.
Just one to whom, I've said goodbye.

You have her, with her gorgeous smile
all I have, is denial.
You have her, with her enticing laugh
I haven't a heart, not even a half.
You have her, with her angelic voice
I haven't even got a choice.
You have her, she's perfect, it's true
and she doesn't want me, cause she's got you.
So she's left me, with a terrible curse
because she still inspires, my poetic verse.
You have her, so ****, so hot
and me? Well poetry is all I've got.

I miss the way you said my name
I miss loving you and you feeling the same
I miss that loving, lustful look in your eyes
I miss how around how around time always flies
I miss how every moment with you made want a million more
I miss looking at you, you're the most beautiful thing I ever saw
I miss you, because I'm still in love
and you're still an angel, belonging above

I always let you know, that you were mine.
But all I ever really wanted, was to be yours

Oh New Years Eve, what a perfect kiss,
with a girl that I've now come to miss,
I really do hope you're doing well,
though the pain of your absence is hurting like hell,
if you'd only reply, just one more time,
I'd tell of you of how, I wish you were mine.

Oh dear sweetheart, I played you for a fool.
Did you really think I cared? I didn't care at all
I merely cried those tears in hopes of manipulation
You were so **** and so I faked my devastation

Staring deep, into the fire, as it dies,
I've come to see, that it all was lies.
But now I forget your once perfect voice,
That's what you want, and it was your choice.
But the beat of your heart, pulsing with haste,
Lying in my arms, as they wrapped round your waist.  
That memory shall take longer, much longer, to die,
Too bad even that memory, was naught but a lie.

I was hurting so bad, that I drove you away,
but I was only hurting, 'cause I tried to make you stay.
I wanted you to know, I wanted you to care,
but you had no reason to, I said it was fine if you were there.
I promised you a future, where you were by my side,
but after all I've done, I guess that I had lied.

And my heart screams 'leave me alone'
but a smile protrudes my mask of stone.
Everything hurts, beyond belief
but it's the happiest, kind of relief.
And that is the paradox you,
I don't want to talk, yet I love to.

Pearl, do you remember, the fifth of November,
When fireworks lit up the sky?
We lay in the sand, and I held your hand,
as you curled up in my arms.

Or perhaps you recall, that late night phone call,
when I told you I had a crush.
I didn't want to say, you made me anyway,
and I am so glad that I did.

How about the day, we got carried away,
when I invited you to see the dogs?
That very first kiss, is something I miss,
I knew that I wanted more.

Then when the party came, things were never the same,
we had an amazing night.
You were all mine, the world seemed fine,
and I was awed by every kiss.

And our very first date, you taught me to ice-skate,
though I wasn't any good.
So I sat in the stand, yes I sat and I planned,
and I finally asked you out.

Then our days in the sun, became second to none,
as our exams approached.
We sat in the park, and kindled our spark,
and I fell asleep on your lap.

A little later a different park, our meetings now held in the dark,
but they were so perfect.
Kisses were stolen and hands were held, my feelings for you they only swelled,
you became my world.

Then nights were spent by your side, sure one day you'd be my bride,
happy beyond belief.
I slept so well with you right there, you calmed each fear took away each care,
more than you will know,

That first kiss after weeks apart, set a fire within my heart,
that weekend was perfect.
I loved every second I could spend with you, I loved every second every of thing we'd do,
it was so hard to leave.

Weeks of nothing then two weeks of you, never was a love so true,
what a perfect time.
Cuddles, museums, and the zoo, I loved every single date with you,
it was so perfect.

But the best things are those we've not yet seen, our greatest kiss it's not yet been,
not if I can help it.

So anyway, all this to say,
I've missed you more than anything, to this day I still wear your ring.
I would love to be back in your narrative,
and I'll be there in my dreams where you still have me.

I want to live, before I die,
I want to stay, I have to try,
because when, I go
the one thing, I know
is all won't be well,
when I sit there in hell,
and you are so far above.

So bitter-sweet is solitude
'Cause why on earth would I need you?
I'm perfectly happy here by myself.

Except when it gets it dark and it gets cold
When I'm alone, sitting on my bed
and I miss the way my hands fit perfectly in yours

So bitter-sweet is solitude
Because I'm better now I'm without you
But it is still solitude, and I am still alone.

I miss you, I love you, no I don't, I hate you
I miss the memories, not the person
but the happiness, the company.

Perfection, beauty and lips so sweet
The most perfect girl, I ever did meet
You my dear, my perfect sweetheart
You're sheer perfection a true work of art.

Did you miss me my dear, did you miss my voice?
I thought about it my dear, and this is my choice.
You here, in my arms, forever and more,
Because it's you, my dear, who I adore.
I need to apologize, for making you wait,
So little dragon, you still keen for that date?

Radiant, beautiful, orbs of grey,
one look infinitely, brightened my day.
Strands of red-gold, falling flawlessly
my mind dreaming, wildly, lawlessly.
A sound I hadn't heard in too long,
that confused my heart, spawning this song.

You'll never know how many poems you've inspired,
or how many night on which, you cross my mine when I'm tired.
You'll never know how much I care right now,
because I really do want to explain, but I've just no idea on how.

If just for a moment, I knew how you felt,
then maybe I could play, the cards I've been dealt.
But as things stand, I don't get the game,
everything's different, but each night's the same

The deep dark red, bleed onto back,
I know she's never, coming back.
I thought we agreed, to leave it alone,
so that I don't want to cut down to bone,
I thought that you might understand,
giving up's not going, quite as planned

After goodbye, what else can I say?
I don't have a heart, you took it away.
I guess this is it, my happy ending gone
But I promise you this, I will carry on.

The love will be lies, all the kisses too
And as I hold her hand, I will wish it was you
But I need to move on, or to pretend at least
Because I won't forget you, till I am deceased

What is there to say, after goodbye?
I'd say I'll be fine, but I don't want to lie

I rip the ******* veins, right out of my ******* wrists,
and I want to punch the wall, until so broken are my fists,
I ****** up and now I have no idea just what to do,
these poems are so pointless, now they're not being read by you;

If I get my wish, and things go right
This shall be my final night.
Should this be it, my last goodbye
Please my dear, please don't cry

I was never any good at life
Now is the time, end my strife
I never wanted to hurt you
But this all, that I can do

So I hope this is it, my last goodbye
But please my love, please don't cry

I thought 'perhaps she's someone I'd like to know'
and my god, I nearly let my secrets show.
I nearly told her how my nights full
of analogies of the ocean's pull,
and how her eyes shine perfectly bright,
and she looked so good under the party light,
but I retain my posture, and don't let her in,
because last time I shared a poem, I certainly did not win.

My dear little angel, I  love you,
and know I now, you love me too,
and every moment, was worth it for,
now I've got my, forever more.

Never has, such love been felt,
your every word, makes my heart melt,
we've always been waiting, but oh so soon
the wait will be over, and our love can bloom.

You'll be back in a month, that's like 31 days
It will be like over 700 hours without the sun's rays
Over 44000 minutes, spent all alone
More than 250,000 seconds of life in dull tone
But it's only a month, and you're worth wait
But I'll be thinking always, of our very next date

I miss being with you, more than a flower misses the sun while buried under a foot of snow. I also miss your lips, you more than the desert misses rain. I miss the feeling of your hand in mine, more than the new moon misses the sun's light. I miss you, more than any words could ever express, because I miss you more than anything.

A dragon needs a princess, but an angel needs a demon.
This isn't a choice, I was never a freeman.
I've chosen her some countless times and will some countless more.
I'm already ready to accept, what the universe has in store.
But please don't be sad, for what could have been.
Please still believe, all that you've seen.
Go have fun, but without me.
We'll all be fine, just wait and see.

So I say hellopoetry
and goodbye to my sanity
another night writing of you
and you know, I don't want to

Everyone seems to notice something has changed
My icy temperament has been exchanged.
They all know they all know something is new
But none of them know it has to do with you.
Because for now I am smiling and I am nice
Because I don't have to think twice
About if you you love me
Or if we will ever be.

I was everything that you were wanting,
and it seems that you've forgotten,
but it's too late now you see,
'cause now you'll never, ever get to me.

I can't unbreak your heart, I can't undo the pain
But in my arms it'll never be broken again

It's kind of sad to think, that it's been a whole **** year,
and I still listen to this song, as the clock reads 4am,
and down my cheek still slides, a single lonely tear.

And I'm still sat here missing you,
and I still don't know what to do,
and I still tearfully miss,
that last so haunting kiss.

Still you're out there having fun,
or more likely asleep,
I'll sleep with the rising sun,
because in love I'm far too deep.

That memory's so good that there's no way
I'll ever, ever let myself forget that day
It was the happiest day of my life
And will be till you say you'll be my wife.

If ever anyone was in love
Then me that day would rise above.
Because that was the happiest I've ever been,
and you're the prettiest thing I've ever seen

That day you were an image of perfection
and I am so glad we've made such a connection.

I don't exist to the girl I love
Yet she's still the one I'm dreaming of
She won't read poems, she doesn't think I'm writing
about how every day's a struggle, and it's for her I'm fighting
But one day I'll lose, and I won't me missed
and on that day, I won't exist

I've messed up, yet again
Don't know what I've done
But it's caused you pain.

My perfect angel, silent as stone
So I just sit, cutting down to my bone

I did something wrong, I've no idea what
or maybe I do, and I've just forgot

Not that it matters, 'cause she hates me now
If there's some way to fix this, well I've no idea how

I see you in the ocean, as I stare out at sea,
and miss you when I sit, where you once sat with me.
When I awake from a nightmare, with my heart all a'race,
the one sight I wish for, is your beautiful face.
I miss your laugh when I think of, jokes I wish I could tell,
and I miss your gentle sweetness, when my life feels like hell.
I miss my little angel, when I stare at the rain,
I miss you so much, that my heart fills with pain.
I miss your perfect hair, as I watch the flames dance,
and I miss that first night, when we took that first chance.
But our story's not over, our story's not done,
I might miss you now, but I know you're the one.

******* it Atlas, let it go,
you don't have to hold it, don't you know?
******* it Icarus, calm down,
if you fly too high you'll only drown.
******* it Sisyphus, you'll never win
when will you learn not begin?
These were lessons learned so long ago,
there were things I was supposed to know,
but I didn't pay them any heed,
and so I lost the one thing I need.

"No, Cassius, for the eye sees not itself
But by reflection, by some other things."

Maybe that is why she won't believe the things I say
Doesn't agree she's perfect in every way.
She say's she not perfect, beautiful or amazing
But she doesn't know it's her I'm craving.
She only see's a pale reflection of her true self
in the imperfection of those like myself
But she is more perfect than anyone
If beauty were stars she'd be the sun.
If only she knew, just how I see her
So perfect she makes everything else a blur.
Because when I look at her she's all I can see
And I know she's as beautiful, as beauty can be.

You weren't an enigma, worth a try,
nor a perfect mystery, just a lie.
Falsehood after falsehood, let them all die,
I've found you out now, I guess it's goodbye.

Broken promises, shattered dreams
I try to muffle, heartbroken screams

You know I lied, I don't actually care
You mean nothing to me as I'm sure you're aware
Just leave me alone, shut up and move on
I don't care about you, so you're better off gone
So leave me alone because I just need to think
and slowly, deeply, into madness I sink

Now I feel empty, I feel light
My head is clear, but I've nothing to write

I remember I could see,
that you were meant to be with me
But now all I see is blood.
We were gonna be,
Forever oh you see,
But now I'm not enough.
You were oh so lovely,
When you used to love me
But now it's all so ******

I just want you here,
Oh in my arms.
I love you dear,
with all your charms.
This is not forever,
It's just for now.
But I'll forget you never,
'Cause I won't know how.
This love is true,
you must know that.
All I want is you,
Wherever you're at.

Rereading my poems makes me sad, how could I ever have been happy enough to write that?

Each breath you take, takes mine away,
As you sleep off, the woes of day.
Not a worry shows on your perfect face
The mere sight of which quickens my heart's pace
Peacefulness only shows your beauty more
The most beautiful girl, I ever saw
Looking so perfect, fast asleep
I'm so scared to lose you, my heart starts to weep
But you're here right now that much is true
And I still wish, for forever with you