Taylor Jarratt

Nov 2015

muteD

How can anyone live with this pain?
I feel like I've lost everything
And gained,
Nothing
In return.

A theif in the night
Came and took all of it from me.
Leaving me with this
Deep pain in my chest.
Its only been there for a minute
But I can tell
It doesn't plan on leaving.

How can I live with this?!!

I feel like someone's
Ripped my heart out, and
Stabbed me in my chest.
17 times.
And afterwards they told me
"Happy Birthday."

They took everything I ever had.
They pushed me down the stairs,
And kicked me when I was down.
They didn't care about the mess
They left behind
Just as long as it
Resembled a tornado hit.

They knew what I wanted,
Yet they tore my dreams into tiny pieces.
They took my ability to bounce back.
And threw it into the deep sea.
How can I put my life back together,
Start over again,
When I don't even know if I want to breathe?

Wrote this on Saturday.

#hurt

Nov 2015

Sam Moore

pre-operative

i want you to be here when
i’m no longer soft and beautiful.
i want you to stay for when
my voice slips out of itself
and into another, when the crescent moons
of my body turn stubborn and rigid
and my chest is gutted, stitched, sculpted
like marble like artwork like a chiseled
gravestone reading “here lies your golden girl,
basked in till her light changed hues.”
stay until all my cells have been replaced
and i look at you with different eyes,
hold you with different arms.
this body is changing for my today
but staying for your tomorrow.

Nov 2015

Helen

Turn (perpetual Winter)

Winter brings crystal tears
that forms on eyelashes
that never once blinked

Eyelashes upon eyes
that stare silently
at your retreating back

Unblinking in a snow storm

Winter brings a quietness
where I stared at your back
and yelled

Don't walk away, please stay
I'm so cold without you
Landscapes of white are faded
taking away the sparkle of the jewel

Don't walk away, please stay

I'm screaming silently
to a retreating back
in a snowstorm

a back with shoulders hunched
a back which has no face
a back which is retreating
from an unmarked time or place

as snowflakes fall upon hair
they melt beneath the burn
no breathe could I take to lie
The cold I expected would make
it a lesson that I should learn

Instead the mist of Winter
escapes my frozen lips
all that came out as a whisper
was this,

*Turn! Please, just turn.

It's less cold if you look as you walk away otherwise you leave the other in a perpetual Winter

#love #dream #lost #reality #winter #goodbye

Taylor Jarratt Nov 2015

Soon I'll Forget

I'll forget how good it felt to have you around.
I'll forget the sound of your laugh.
I'll forget how your hair felt between my fingers.
I'll forget the way my hand fit in yours.
I'll forget how your lips felt pressed against mine.
I'll forget the ways you've always hugged me.
I'll forget how passionate you get about music.
I'll forget the way your fingers feel tracing my skin.
I'll forget all of it.
I don't want to, but I will.
Hopefully I'll forget all the hate you feel towards me.

Taylor Jarratt Nov 2015

Untitled

I've let myself go to the part of no return. I can't pour my coffee without spilling it all over the floor. Too weak to hold the cup I collapse screaming, "god ******* ****** i can't do this anymore!"

Nov 2015

drljms

Wet

A body with a body
Makes a hot combination

Flesh rubbing against each other
Makes a lasting sensation

How can you do this to me?
How can you make me feel like this?
Those questions are distracting me
Aside from your lips,
tongue,
and even hips.

Now you're telling me,
With eyes closed and mouth opened
You're wet,
Like a kid in the rain
And a mermaid in the sea

Yes darling,
You're a dazzling beauty right now
With that messy hair of yours,
How can someone fight the temptation
that is you?

Two passionate souls
Becoming one
Stars are the witnesses
Of our everlasting love.

uhm ye. hihi

#love #lust #one #hot #bodies #wet #flesh #everlasting #sensation