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Tatiana Sep 2015
There will be no roses on my grave
I do not want the red to mark where I lay
No people will mourn my life gone away
All the animals will retreat to the cave

People should cry at this untimely death
But no need to make so many trips
Because I just want to part my lips
And speak all the words that I once kept

There will be no fancy funeral
The coffin will shape who I am
I want them to remember who I was when
I didn't believe the race was so futile

So there will be no roses on my grave
Instead lay down lilacs
So every spring my scent will come back
And it will remind only you to be brave
Tatiana Sep 2015
How silly is the little flower
to think that it has such a large impact
on anyone's life.
It's as if it says
"I know I am just a flower
and it's well past the hour
but you picked me from the rest
so I must be the best.
So when I leave,
don't forget me please."

But it's just a little flower
that was chosen for no other reason
than to bring a little bit of happiness.
Yet the flower still speaks,
"I don't understand what you understand
but I know that I am not anything grand.
But it was me that you chose.
You watered me with the hose
and I have grown to be old
but now everything I feel is cold."

Poor little flower,
how long have you been here?
Shivering and shriviling.
But bless your soul you still speak.
"I know some time has passed
since I saw you last.
But I remember your sad smile
and how you had to sit down for awhile.
Your thin white hair has become flat
and I no longer see you sit where you sat."

That small, old flower,
drooped one last time.
With one last sigh
the flower picker spoke.
"I'm sorry little flower
it is well past my hour
and you're as thin as my hair
that has become so brittle without care.
But don't you worry
he is coming in a hurry
and I will not forget you
if you will forget-me-not, too."
© Tatiana
Tatiana Sep 2015
The sun shines in my eyes
it's glare is the only thing I see
and I can hear voices
I know people are around me
Yet they are telling me
to "look"
to "listen"
to "speak"

Those voices are getting very loud
they are staying inside my head
I can't tell what's the truth anymore
and I'm worried I'll end up dead
Yet they still tell me
to "look"
to "listen"
to "speak"

Language can be so tricky
and my lisp sometimes comes through
and I may mumble or
increase my anxiety by stuttering too
But they all still tell me
To "look"
to "listen"
to "speak"

Why can't they look and see
how blinding the sun can be!
Why can't they listen to voices
to try and break free from all the noises!
Why can't they speak
the truth even if it's bleak!

For once in our lives can we just live.
Tatiana Sep 2015
I love hate
Hate loves me
Me and you
You will see
See our time is up
Up up and away
Away from all the hearts
Hearts bleeding today
Today we cry forever
Forever isn't real
Real is the time spent with you
You who I love to hate
Hate that loves me too
Too many conflicting emotions
Emotions that don't make sense
Sense the sadness and the anger
Anger the beast please
Please I dare you to anger me
Me and you
You will see
See how you dare to anger me
Me who shouts while I drown
Drown above water
Water is the enemy
Enemy of myself
Myself why can't you just swim
Swim back to the boat to you
You do not want me to be
Be at the boat at all
All I want is for your boat to sink
Sink with you
You love hate
Hate loves me
Me, the one that was lost at sea
Sea is sick and green
Green are your eyes
Eyes that stared at me
Me who loves hate
Hate who loves me.
A strange group of thoughts written in a different style where the last word of the line becomes the first word of the next line. I can't remember who I saw do this but I liked it so now I'm trying it. (Also I don't really know what the rules were for this style other than what I already mentioned :p )
© Tatiana
Tatiana Sep 2015
Silver linings are hard to find
A life gets ripped apart like a bad idea
Deadly moments are forever remembered
No time is spent wisely with misery
Endings are sometimes too abrupt
Stairs are hard to climb
Seas are easier to sink into anyways

Emptiness doesn't last
Negative energy will come and go
Disease gets cured
Strive for balance

Heavy fog starts to lift
And there seems to be more light
Pleasure fills the air
People are dancing
Inside my chest my heart truly beats
New blood flows through veins
Endings are new beginnings
Silver linings can be found
Souls are united once more

Even smiles turn into frowns
Necks get tired of holding heads high
Determination has forgotten its goal
Sinking into the sea

Tick tock goes the clock
Reading your watch with a sigh
Under the shade from your hat
Treating others as shadows
Haunting your every waking moment

Hugs are empty
Universal pain of betrayal
Rhythm falters
The leaves shake violently
Still, they cling to the tree, they won't fall

Lightning strikes the ones who know
Interrogating their lives
Ending their words forever
Silence

Kind words now mean nothing
Independence is the only protection
Leave behind your old life
Look at the ruins from lack of truth
Sadness ends, happiness ends, truth hurts, lies ****
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