When the love for each other runs so deep.

But all they can do is give a simple greet.

And smiles they wish could last for a lifetime.

Can only be shared for a short while.

When Age Gap and Religion can be so mean.

The things they wish to do together only appears in dreams.

Even though they keep wishing on stars.

Nothing changes; leaving them to keep loving from afar.

It circulates through me.
Like the blood in my body.
Jaw clenches.
And I can't think straight.
Heat spreads through me.
Like wildfire.
Veins tighten.
And I keep thinking about the mistakes I've made.
It fills me to the core.
This anger that I feel.
My body wants it no more.

The huge weight pulls me under.

To the deepest part of the ocean of brokenness.

No one there to save me.

While I'm drowning in my thoughts.

But then again!

It's just the beginning.

Writing  makes her happy.
When the pen.
Feels her pain.
And the paper.
Understands her words.

I write the words that my heart cannot speak.

The words your eyes will never meet.

The words my mouth refuses to greet.

The words my thoughts serve to my mind as a treat.

The words that are hidden beneath.