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LannaEvolved Jan 2021
A broken record
spinning replays

Captions of the
past 6 years
in silence
Music
leaves no stains

It clears the mind
when it flashes
without your permission

To an old face or time
When things were not as they seemed


Flashback:

The grooming lasted
for months
He called it courting
then disappeared
He must have known I liked the words
  
When time felt blank
He didn’t seem to care

I would leave to boost
the ego
Find what I thought I’d been looking for
But that was the wrong door

I heard my own words
They stuck with me
When I pushed through
the piano to land on the keys

I am my own conviction
I was secretly
praying  
for what is the now
It is many doors


When you need self-esteem that much
It’s like a drug you can’t misuse anymore
You need it even more
After there aren’t enough leftovers
After the last drop of water in the canteen
But know that time can’t last forever

It took about a year
I did an interview
at the radio station

She made sure I was safe
She said there is so
much out there

“Find someone who is like you
from your background
who aligns with the level of your life
You deserve to be happy”

And I never forgot that day
The guides were there

And the broken record made its last replay appearance
I rewrote the lyrics

To this day
Refining the script
Pruning the shears of revision

What a beautiful life
Is a grateful play

on words
on beliefs
on your intuitive feelings
That could never take you away
from your destiny

You can turn it around
Any time you wish
Keep revising

You deserve the best
Because you are that
For yourself

Remember that

Imagine and Believe
Life is a fluid chain of situations and progressive mental improvements that can change at any time. Your ability to adapt to new thoughts and powerful awareness of what is happening to you and how it’s affecting your life can significantly take it to new heights and raise the bar levels and levels ahead of where it might be now.
Take that next step bring it to the next level.
It is never too late. Change your life because it is best for your growth and your own evolution.
You can have that new life. Believe something better for yourself, and empower yourself to shift into new; a kinder more loving relationship with who you wish to be for yourself.
And you’ll find that in the world. Try it.
It is only an imaginative thought away.
I love you.
I tried but what for?

I really did try
to strengthen the defense
to weaken the weakness

I really did try
to toughen my fences
even lit up the hedges

I really did try
to thicken the lines
make it better defined

But all that
for building my defense
All gone for a split second.

For I have built that facade
Little did I know
you'll emerge from inside

And so it crumbles from within
Walls fall like a messy
soft cake; failed

And now, from the very core you begin
I can do nothing
but let it be.
David Bojay Dec 2014
Amused by your moves you're using in bed to ******
Starting new to improve cause I didn't have a clue
My mind was blue, I was blind without the truth
Eyes on attractive body parts makes it seem like we're living in a zoo
We're all animals it's nothing new
Defeating these feelings with mind crush
Unlimited P and I'm laughing at how easy things are with some words
I am Cinderella
I am bigger than I thought I was last year
My true love has me on silent
I feel like I'm in an island and this talent is nothing if I can't right about those violent eyes that make me go a little crazy
I'm bringing my passion wherever
Inspiration from rides in ledbetter
I hope you're better
These visuals are getting out of control, I'm feeling myself without the L
4 seconds into my life and they're questioning who I am
Fear is real and confidence isn't
Fear not and you'll do fine
Letting go to build
We'll be alright, we'll be alright
Watch the world the way you want
It's a movie and you're destiny
The night still consumes me
I am me and that's probably all there will be to everything I do
My reasons are me
My motives are me
We're moving so fast
Define God

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