I am strong. I am not resilient. Whatever i do, whatever i endure and suffer, chips away at me little by little,
I never come out of an experience the same way i went in.
In the love, hate, lust, hurt, worry, helplessness, hopelessness and pain,
I feel weak,
I am never the same, it all takes a piece of me.
People think i am weak, because i let them take me away,
I let the experience eat me away.
But they are wrong.
In all of it, I am still alive, I keep fighting, I go under and up, in and out,
No matter what happens and where it takes me, I never give up.
I guess that's where my strength lies: in my stubbornness.
I may not be the same person I was
yesterday,
And today I am in pain,
I won't let up on the dreams of tomorrow.