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Yule Feb 2017
Your every move
seems to catch my eye
And your warmth
draws me closer to you

I want to touch your hand
to see if it fits into mine
I want to touch your face
to see your eyes flutter

I yearn for your touch
I dread to hear your voice
and for you to be beside me

All I want is for you to sing
lullabies in these cold nights

But we could only meet
in a place called my head
As I drift off into sleep
In my dreams, we meet again
so far from my grasp...

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
Your words and gestures
seems to be made of gold
The sun and stars they seem
to be seeping from your skin

Whenever your fingers strum the strings
as you sing your melody
This is what makes my heart sing

Your smile washes the sadness away
My heart beats faster like the drums you play
When you laugh like that, what can I say?
Even your simple words can make my day

I never thought I'll see
someone amazing like you
In my heart, you are the key

To my soul, you are the cure
I love you, dear; that I'm sure

Even if we are worlds apart
Nothing can ever change
the love you left in my heart
I love you so much...

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
The sound of your voice
can melt me anytime
When you sing your notes
in my heart you aim

The way your fingers move
as you make your beat
It sounds like the rhythm
that my heart's resounding

I don't know what to do anymore
The white noise in my head
seems to go away
whenever and wherever
You enter my peripheral vision
i love you, l.jh

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
Luster all you can
Shine until I am blind
You're the gem
I ought to protect
and the treasure
I'll sought to find
you're my precious diamond;

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
Like each star on the night sky,
you're shining like diamonds
You're worth a millions
So beautiful, I could only sigh
so far away...

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
Gap
How I hate the seas
And the waves it brings
For it cannot surpass
The love I have for you
Nor it cannot bring
You close to me

We breathe the same air
And see the same skies
Though these seas
It cannot bring
The same tranquility in your eyes
For only it separates me
From you and the warmth
You have inside

Oh it cannot give me ease
The same as your beady eyes
So only your plastered smile
For that I will make it mine
I will not mind the gap
No matter how far
For only time could tell
If we would part or not
So I will keep them inside
In my heart
And it will be forever in my mind
this was supposed to be kept hidden
but I decided I might not be able to give it to him anyways

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
If you were beside me
At these instances my dear
would mind filling the space?

If you were across me
with your eyes locked unto mine
Could you melt the tears falling?

If you were here
Would I feel less alone?
Can you not let me feel lonely?

If you were here beside me
At times I feel empty
would you mind filling the space?
of the other side of my bed
of the cold sheets with your warmth
of the gaps of my hands with yours
would you mind filling the space?
of my lips that's longing for your taste
of my soul seeking its fated mate
would you mind filling the space
in my heart
that's been longing
for your angelic face?
161010; 1:33 am

{nj.b}
Yule Feb 2017
Is it bad that I want to hold your hands? I want you to lay beside me with the cold messy sheets of my bed. Hide under the blankets and stare into your comforting eyes. I want you to stroke my hair while you let me hold your cheeks as you break into a smile. Let me see your shining eyes form that crescent moon shape, and let me poke your dimples.

With the silence of the night enveloping us.

Let the sound of our beating hearts the only thing resounding the room.
I then ask you to sing me your lullaby until I fall asleep. I want you so badly beside me in these cold rainy nights. Or when the stars are shining bright. As I long for your warmth.
Let the gap between us be enough. The presence of each other be comforting – I know you are enough.

I miss you so badly even if I haven’t actually breathed next to you.
2 am thoughts

{nj.b}
Yule Mar 2017
Why is it that when I finally get to see them there,
closely, to the flesh, and we’re actually in the same room…
that’s when I felt the most distance between us?
Why do they feel so far way, still?
Why does it hurt so much that I can’t – in actuality – reach them?
Why do I feel the most sad when it’s supposed to be the time of my life?
Why is it that all I hear is white noise in this bustling crowd,
my voice echoing; pleading for your name, and your singing?
I hear myself asking you to stay...
Why is your ethereal figure just standing there before me–
'don't go'
–while I am right here gasping for air?
aren't I the one who will actually leave as the show's ending?
How can you bring my knees weak? Why am I in tears?
'I love you'
Why did fate decided for us to meet like this?
160814 | in the middle of the loudness of the crowd, that's when I fell the most silent...

{nj.b}
Yule Jan 2017
Here I am praying that we could meet
Anticipating the moment our eyes will catch one another
Yearning for a glimpse of your beady eyes
And the stares of your eyes oh so melting into mine

I want to thank you for brightening up my day
To let you know that I truly admire and adore you
I want you to know that I love you
Even if you do not know my name

How I wish to meet you dear
So that both our hands can intertwine
As much as my heart wants to veer
It wishes to call you mine
written at late 2015...

{nj.b}
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