I wonder if Stella knows
The extent of your lies & deceit
I wonder if Stella was aware
Of the depths of your conceit
An arrangement with Emma
She was a 17 year old child
As a 38 year old man, a report should’ve been filed.
At the same time you were with Tara
not an arrangement but a love affair,
She fell for you hard, giving birth to your baby
but it was a life you didn’t want to share.
Still living with Stella but struggling with life,
A lie like that hanging over you is bound to bring strife
A whole year Tara endured having you deny your daughter,
By sending the birth certificate to Stella she knew you’d be a lamb to the slaughter.
So you moved out the house and into a rented flat,
Announcing you were single and getting back in the saddle just like that.
There were lots of other women before you met me,
Mandi, Nikki, Anne, Becs & Molly plus another 33!
The pattern in your behaviour is narcissistic - it’s plain to see,
Except to all your victims, that’s including me.
You have never ever had a proper relationship gap,
You move on to the next one so that they all overlap.
I’d like you to be happy, to properly settle down,
To stop the lies & cheating, stop being such a clown.
I wish you’d have an awakening & see the hurt you’ve caused,
Instead of jumping in another bed I wish you would’ve paused.
Now that we are over you can’t be my concern,
You’ve abused my heart so badly now it’s someone else’s turn.
Running back to Liz, your story you’ll have to tweak,
She’s so easy to manipulate, she is so ******* weak.
Day 50 of no contact and at times I feel quite strong,
Educating myself of narcissism shows me you are wrong.
I still have times I cry and scream, the hurt will take time to fade,
Especially the memory of the babies that we made.
Friends whisper words of comfort in my ear,
Some of the things I don’t want to hear.
Hating you is helping it’s hardening my heart,
To the love I feel for you & did from the very start.