I put on a cute girls face.
I cut my hair to get to make you see my taste.
I want your attention so badly,
That I will deadly regret my changes.
My friends tell me be yourself.
I yell at them each time "It is not working!"
Drop by Drop
I topped all the girls,
still no change;I did not get his attention.
Then I went home crying
I said trying is useless!!!
Looking at the mirror I said who is this?
I hated the reflection in the mirror on the wall
I needed to change. This time the way my heart wants.
Took off my mask,
Looked at the clear glass and relaxed.
I was agitated free.
All I needed to do to get his attention was to love my self.

You’re the drug I see from an old distance
A smile that I cannot hold

How I wish and wish
And wish and wish
And grow older

Sipping on cups of memories
Which I thought I'd emptied long ago

Some people wear their hearts
on a string around their neck
while others cut that string
and shove it into their pockets
to pull out
and put away
as they please.

-Esther L. Krenzin-
-Roguesong-

crazy idea, silly notion,
then again,
come back, circle around,
why not, you ask yourself

now prior to posting hereon,
every word with extra care reviewed

sharing, checking in
with my beloveds,
here, those gone/disappeared

telling myself
telling anyone,
talking to you
letting you know
my grace, your grace,
one and the same,
my face, your face,
my child, my son

know you're
checking in,
checking out,
the comings,
the goings,
knowing full and well,
I see you,
my face, your face
everywhere and everyday

our conversation never ending,
look for me here,
at the intersection
of memory and what's up,
you see my messages,
responding in a thousand
different ways,
our dialogue unending,
formally organized
Face to Facebook,
your face, my Facebook
my child, my son