I'm not going to beg you to stay
I'm not going to sob please don't go
I'm not going to say you're too young
I'm not going to pretend it can all just be fixed
But I want you to know
I'll miss you everyday, like I already do
I'll pray for you everyday, like I already do
Some near four months ago now, when I joined this site
you were my first like and follow
you made me want to write, you still do
You are a comfort and an anchor
I only wish I could be the same for you
You are like my brother, but not, because you'd never hurt me
You make me feel like smiling and
I wish I could show you my smile, give you my laugh
give you back all the things you've given me
Late August this guy who called himself Magicath started following me
and I thought it was the greatest thing ever
But what was greater was getting to know the Playlist Of Souls
behind the screen name
Andy, I'm not going to ask you to stay for me, because no one's
been able to do that before,
never mind like this
But for you to stay
is my own tearful, secret wish
~"g"
I love you, darling.
Always.
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Challenge by Demonized Angels. #thisisforandy #anewreligion
He's really bad, guys.
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# cancer # hope # always # missyou