don't you miss it,
that freedom you felt
every time you were outside?
don't you miss it,
that feeling of calmness
you felt every time you
snuggled up in bed?
but most importantly,
don't you miss it,
not being broken,
being able to survive
a day without cutting
your skin?
but the bittersweet part is,
that even though you miss it,
you still keep it up,
and it has become a habit
to cut a piece of your skin,
every day.