obsessive or pure
deadly or wholesome feeling
suffer or embrace

There are billions of colors.
But most only see black or white.
Don't be afraid to live in color.

you know sometimes i wonder whether i'm capable of feeling - whether there are moments that strike me as more than just a case of black or white. i'm always on separate sides of the dichotomy - right or left, up or down, happy or sad, good or bad. but it just gets so tiring because i wonder when it'll be my turn to reach my peak - my breaking point. but it never comes. it's always here or there and at the moment, i'm nowhere.