"I love you" he said
As he strangled
My throat
Making it difficult to
Breathe.
"I love you" he said
As he bit down
On my shoulder and
Shoved me against the
Dresser.
"I love you" he said
As he reached behind him
And striked me with
His deliciously sharp
Blade against my
Face.
Gasping from it all,
I managed to
Say,
"I.. love.. you more.."

You
Once brought me
Incredible happiness.
You
Were the reason
I kept wanting to
Breathe.
You,
Who gave me
Delicious, blooming
Purple and blue flowers over my body.
You
Who lied to me
And destroyed my world.
You whom I love
So dearly,
Are the one who will make me
Disappear.

And the next day
She waved at him
As he briefly paused
And watched her.
She has a big
Smile.
His words from
The night before
Echoed in her mind
As she watched him
Walk away.
'We can still be friends..'
He has said to
Her.
Her smile slowly dimming,
And tears cascading
Down her anxious face,
She also remembered
More of what he
Told her.
'.. friends, with benefits..'
She collapsed
On the ground,
Realizing he never
Thought they were
Really dating.

Seething with insatiable anger
That speeds through my veins.
Corrupting my thoughts 
And emotions.
Unable to concentrate on anything 
Except this intense hatred 
Against you, you and you.
I dream of
You, you and you, 
Dripping in crimson red
Suffocating under the moon light. 
I dream of me 
Soaking in your 
Screams, shouts, frightened cries 
Of pain and wonderful 
Suffering. 
Such joy it will bring
Me.

Masks can either
Make or break someone.
My mask
Almost flawlessly covers all my
Hidden sorrows, anger, and insanity.
A bright and cheerful smile here,
A bright and cheerful laugh there.
But beneath that exterior,
Lays the most darkest thoughts.
Where no one can imagine
What goes on in 'there.'
My eyes are the windows
To nothing and everything.
My eyes give almost
Nothing away.
"Stop hiding from me," he'd say..
Without my mask,
I am nothing.
Without my mask,
I am stripped naked and vulnerable
Against everything.
"Stop hiding from me," he'd say...
I won't stop hiding
Until you stop hiding.
My mask is all
I have..

Lets walk alongside the path of
Shattered, Crushed and Grotesque dreams,
Where we'll dance to the
Screams and whimpers in the close distance.
Their shrills excites us
As we go on a killing rampage,
Using those humans as our personal piñatas.
Feeling no remorse as we wash our bodies
In their pathetic blood and
We begin to laugh...
This, my dear, is our
heaven.

I watch her beautiful body
Dance with grace
Even though she is drenched in
The beautiful crimson blood
That sparkles in the moonlight...
Her grotesque laughs fill me with
Intense crazy happiness...
I just want to approach her
Ever so stealthily
And run my hands down her
Hair, face, neck...
Than I'd strangle her as I laugh
That grotesque laugh...
Than I will be the one
Dancing in the moonlight
Covered with her blood...
Until than, I will walk away..
Letting the beautiful crimson goddess
Be.