We walked along the edge of the ocean,
Were our feet met the sea
Shes gripped my hand a little tighter
Then whispered something to me,

She said,

When we get home
I've got something to show you
Something your dying to see
I know you'll love it,
It's for you,from me..

You said you enjoyed me
Like a fine wine
Then you finished me off...

Funny ****
You've saved me
From so many stressful times
You've liberated,
And ive craved thee
From beyond what I could find

Your more than words and comfort
Your more than just a ****
Your more than just a midnight friend
A buddy for the road..

Your bad for me i know
But you make me feel so good
If I could find another alternative
I still dont think I would,
Give you up from my life,
You've been around since seventeen,

Your the only constant i have,
You make my pain a dream,
You lift me up,
When im crashing down,
You hold me when I sleep.

Your my only form of pleasure,
Mary-Jane your all I know!
My release
My smoking treasure
My beauty
That grows..

You jumped.
I didnt think you would.
A straight drop.
Over thirteen hundred foot.

You jumped.
You've left me for real.
Now im stuck here,
Not knowing how to feel.

You jumped,
And with you
You took my heart,
Nothings the same now,
My worlds fallen apart.

You jumped,
Right to the bitter end,
Your in a better place now
Good luck to you my friend

                      ♡

I'm sitting on so much anger
I'm sitting with so much hate
I don't know how to carry on or even concentrate.

I'm holding on to bitterness
Its heavy on my frame
I'm crumbling under the undercurrent
From which I can't refrain

For me you were my everything,
For you i was everything that was
in between.
I was your favorite pass time.
You were my favourite dream.

I was everything that he was not.
You were more than just my friend,
You were everything id forgot,
Now it's come to a bitter end.

You look back on me fondly,
I look back with hate,
You look back with no regrets,
I'm still your favorite mistake.