Words never seem to suffice when feelings are involved
My tongue ties in knots even a scout would walk away from when emotions get mixed in

I'm either detached
Or over attached

I'm scared or angry or sad
I want to comfort you and make you joyous and happy

My factory setting is numb and I revert to that when I have to be objective or help people

When you open your heart I close mine because that is my default reaction

Claw at me
Scratch me
Bite me
To open my heart

Kiss me
Love me
Comfort me
To clear the numbness

Break my bad habits
Not my heart.

Close your eyes
Feel my words tracing
Your skin throughout

I am solidly in love
with the dark
& as I lay here alone,
I am finding
other revelations
to convince me 'tis true.

I think about you constantly
in this heightened state,
kissing the pitch,
while satisfying this itch
to a conclusion.

I reel off four every four
and still have another,
but sleep
I need more.
Good night
sweet readers,
thanks.

Lying in repose,
you are gorgeous,
a beautiful sight to behold.
I long to place
tender
wet kisses
upon your nice
succulent-*******,
while all the while,
strumming your harp
with my delicate fingers
& curling your toes.

I hate you.

I hate you for what you did to me.

I hate you for making me write about you.

I hate you for making me love you

I love you

I love you for caring about me

I love you for filling my thoughts

I hate you for loving me