Who wants to be friends
With a girl who's
Heart is stone
Face is masked
Soul is decaying?

That's why no one likes me

Sometimes you just need rain,
sadness and a broken heart
in order to write.

I've always been told
That I have an old soul

*I think it's getting arthritis

I want to smile.
I want to feel normal.

I miss myself, the real me.
I hate that I have to be on medication just to be like everybody else can be.

Dear God HELP ME.
HELP ME!

I need relief...

I need YOUR pain killer.

I need YOUR stress reliever.

Help me.
God be with me today.

Wrap your arms around me today.