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  Jan 2018 mica
ESP
'Di ako titigil sa'yo
Pero 'di ibig sabihin
ipagpupumilit ko
Mahal kita

Kaibigan lang ang turing mo
Eh ano?
Hindi ako titigil sa'yo
Mahal kita

Maraming pwedeng mangyari
Nag-aantay lang ako
Hanggang sa mabago ang
mahal kita

Sabi mo walang mababago
'Yun din ang sinabi ko
Pero maraming nagbago
Ikinalungkot ko

Mahal kita, sabi ko
Tinanggap mo ng buong buo
Pero nalulungkot ka na gan'un
Ako rin, nalulungkot

Ipagpapatuloy ko 'to
Sabi ko naman sa'yo
Masaya ako sa desisyon ko
Mahal kita
mica Jan 2018
sana pinigilan ko ang sarili ko
nang tuluyang mahulog sa'yo
upang hindi na maulit
ang ginawa kong pagpilit
sa aking sarili
sana pinigilan ko

ngunit, sana hindi nalang kita tinigilan
pero kailangan kitang iwanan
kasi hindi lamang ako yung nasasaktan
pati ang damdamin kong pilit kong pakawalan
sana hindi kita tinigilan

sana nakikita ko ay iyong reaksyon
sa likod ng mga hadlang
tuwing tayo'y nagkakaroon ng interaksyon
kahit sa chat lamang
sana nakikita kita

pero bakit kung kailan ilang buwan nalang tayo magsasama
saka muling kumislap ang aking mga mata
tuwing ika'y nakikita
hindi ito tama
sapagkat nangako ako sa sarili ko
na titigilan na kita noon
pero noon iyon
anong nangyari saakin ngayon
bakit biglang ninakaw mo ang aking atensyon
mula sa kanya, patungo sa'yo
sana matagal ko na itong ginawa

hindi kung kailan malapit ka nang mawala sa aking paningin,
hindi kung kailan malapit ka nang maglaho sa aking paligid,
hindi kung kailan bumalik na ulit ang nararamdaman ko para sa iyo...
hindi.

sana nagawa ko nang umamin sa'yo noon
ngunit hindi ko kaya
hindi ko kayang masaktan dahil lamang sa munting damdamin ko na maaaring makasira sa kung anong meron tayo.
oo, magkaibigan tayo.
alam ko yun.
dahil hanggang doon lang tayo.

sana, nakita mo kung gaano ka kahalaga sa paningin ko.
sana...
pero hindi.
  Jan 2018 mica
Jame
"Almost" is a word for people like you and I
and "enough" is what your eyes couldnt find
For "everything" is what i tried to offer
and "nothing" was how you felt;
Darling, please let me understand for how could you be so blind?

"Sorry" were constant conversations for mistakes we made and
"Okay" were lies we had to reply
It would go on and on until we're tired
'til the day we wouldnt bother but just stare and sigh

There were nights we said "goodnight" and nights that we dont
'til one night, a thought came, "boy, i treated you right"--

a flash
a ring
a text received that night and
it said "goodbye"

-- "boy, didnt I?"
mica Jan 2018
):
As I reminisce the past,
I look at the memories we've created.
Happiness was a trend to me
But now it was buried deep down beneathe me.
How the golden days I treasure with you on my mind.
Now we are part of the unfinished memory.
Our paths cross but never meet.
Such melancholy is what my self is feeling,
Everytime I see the past undone.
Getting in touch with you was my only desire,
Though it was back then when you're the burning fire inside my heart.
Tears have flooded and put away the warmth of this feeling.
It was you who caused,
Such a stone is what I see in you.
Back then, cold was just the weather.
Until you gave meaning to what it was like.
It's such a shame that you've been crying out loud that no one wants to be with you,
So now I know you have never thought of me.
The desperation within kept eating you alive.
It was for your own good.
No, I don't mind.
For now this is my last goodbye
To the feelings I have left behind.
See you soon to the other side.
Hopefully we meet at the right time.
mica Jan 2018
I'm broken inside
As I picture you with her
I smile on the outside
Knowing everything's a blur
In every motion I make
I feel every risk I take
All of this just for you
Even if I know you'll never like me too

These pieces I try to mend
With every story that I end
Without sorting the feelings I left
And with love, I lost the bet
I've fallen too deep
To pick myself up
From you heart's pit
And towards the top

Why did I ever hurt myself
Because of the pictures that you held
Within those are hidden stories
Stories you'd never dare to tell
It kills me to see
How happy you were
When you're with her
Than with me

But I guess that's how it goes
Not everything is meant for us to possess
Although you look so good from your head to your toes
While I am drowing in distress
I gave you all my best
Though you never see it coming
Because you never seek the rest
Of my feelings that I keep humming
mica Jan 2018
You acted as if you were dumb
Just so you could be numb
Of all the hate that’s been thrown
Don’t you worry, soon you’ll be home

A long journey awaits you
The afterlife starts to knock
As if your life were already due
And towards it, you blindly walk

You start to collect anything sharp
As it made contact with the surface
Then you caress the wounded part
And thought “it’s the end of the race”

You hopelessly look around
With no hint of content
You sigh and look to the ground
Feeling like an awful accident

Even if you think
That you don’t deserve to see another sunrise
And even if you feel like you’re on a brink
Please don’t fill your head with lies

Don’t ever say that you’re not enough
Just because you feel alone
Deep inside, I know you’re tough
And you could survive this on your own

Yes, the world may bring you down
And turn your smile into a frown
but never let it get your way
And eat you up like a prey

I’ll willingly help you to put out the ember
And detach from the past
So you’ll never remember
What it’s like being an outcast
  Jan 2018 mica
Jame
“Tumakbo ka na”, sabi ng aking mga paa
habang ika’y unti-unting lumalaho sa dilim
at habang ika’y hinahabol ko palayo sa’kin
hinahabol ko ang pagasa; hinahabol ko ang aking hininga

“Huminga ka muna”, sabi ng aking baga
habang pumapatak ang mga malalamig na pawis
nagbabakasakaling maabutan ang dama ng iyong yakap
at makita ang makikintab **** mata

“Pagod na ‘ko”, sabi ng aking puso
“Hindi ka pa ba napapagod? Hindi mo ba naipapansin na malayo na siya sa iyo?”,
dugtong ng puso at labis pigilan ang ikot ng mundo

Patuloy ang lakbay at pilit ‘kong umabot sa piling mo
ngunit kahit gaano kabilis ‘kong palakarin ang mga paa,
ngunit kahit gaano man karaming ikot na ang naidaan ko at ilang patak ng pawis na ang tumulo,
pilit pa ring binabaliktad ng mundo ang daan palayo sa iyo

At kung patuloy akong inililigaw ng buwan patungo sa liwanag
at kung patuloy akong inililigaw ng liwanag patungo sa kadiliman
palayo sa gulo,
bakit nagkaron ng dulo?

At kung tinuturuan pa lang ako ng puso nang umibig ng tama,
bakit ngayon pa?
bakit ngayon pa kung kalian pagod na ang tadhana?
kailan ba sisikat ang araw at sa huli ng storya, tayo ang masaya?

Marami na ang nawala,
mga sugat na ‘di tuluyang naghilom
at mga tahi na nasira,
mga damdamin na pinaraya
at mga ngiting pinalaya

Aakitin rin tayo ng ligaya
darating rin ang panahon na tayo ang maligaya
ng wala sa piling
at sa puso
ng isa’t-isa

Pasensya ka na aking mahal
ngunit hindi ko maitahan ang lumuluhang puso na napilitang pakawalan ang nakaraan –
ang oras ang nakaharang
– Pasensya ka na, hindi kita naabutan
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