I'm scared that—
I see people without souls;
I see human without humanity;
I see creatures without empathy;

We're just simply an entity—

out of love
you fix the environment.
out of greedy
you pluck the beauty away.

your call.

Once upon a time
there was a cactus
it can be seen–
can't be touched.

Thus, value yourself.

it's not like adjacency pairs
where
good morning comes with hi
good bye with seeya

it's good day, fck you and thank you.

away from others
closed to each other
and brooding together

*let's.

why am i seeing so much inhumanity these days
including towards another human being or even towards animals?
its so savage these days
the older you get
the more stupid ******* youll be

come on earthling
stop being such a heartless being.

as the talk of nouman
as the write of khaled hosseini
behold such beauties in their wording
I helplessly fall in them

I don't know whether I'm too strong or too dumb to let you go. Too strong that I thought I could handle this or too dumb when I finally realized that I'm not. Too strong that come into realization this round we're living won't have any goods or too dumb that can't even living a day without thinking about it. Kinda nice to know that I still have a heart to feel the hurt. Thanks, you.

regards,
sophie.

are you a cactus?
so mesmerized to look at yet
so much blood when be touched.

*cos i fell ******* you
and it hurts.

Am I the bad one for adoring three musketeers that sharing none of mutuality of each piece? One's for guidance, one's for comfort, and another one's for understanding. All of them have come and stay for quite awhile. And share the same place -- in this little crib of heart. Am I the bad one yet?

to know my pain
twas best not know my face
to know my deeds
twere best not know myself.

if i could ever run away
it's not gonna be in your arms
because it's been **** close
ever since.

I don't know what is this feeling
my eyes kinda burning
my head's kinda spinning
and my heart fastly beating
all the memories flashing
like a recorder ever playing
this is so frustrating
I don't know what does this mean

--

*probably, been missing.

she choked her up with--
"you don't understand"
after for decades being with her
and it hurts so bad

she ripped her heart with
"no you don't get it"
after they've been through together all the time
thus it hurts really bad

---

she told her all her bitter
she asked her for the shoulder
she begged her for home
she gave her all without a pause

yet "the don't understand" stings the most.