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Oct 15 Kai

aAr

YOU weaponized my desire for warmth.
Turning me into a slave.
Drowning my will to live.

YOU play puppeteer, while I play a puppet.
Turning my world ashen.
Changing my anger into compassion.

What a menace YOU are
for finding pleasure
in my despair.

No shame for my ardent love. Still,
No second will be spend
to reminisce about YOU.

#rage #hate #manipulation #heartbreak

Oct 15 Kai

Issues

Oct 15 Kai

NoFucksGiven

Issues

I got issues
More than you think I do
More than 2+2
More than my love for you
I got issues
Both mentally and emotionally
Both in my brainless ocean and my heartless portrait
I got issues
Forever tatted on my heart, on my skin, in my brain
I got issues
The ones you cannot solve
I got issues
That will never go away
I got issues
The ones that makes life hard
I got issues
That will never make me stay
I got issues
The ones that always evolve
I got issues
That will never go astray
I got issuses

Hey my cynical unicorns, did ya miss me? I know it's been a while but I've missed you all!!! Here's is another piece of my life written from my heart,but it's whateves... :)

Oct 13 Kai

Wither

Oct 13 Kai

Bones

Wither

I lay in my bed
The plants on my shelf wither
I wither with them.

#haiku #mentality #melancholy

Oct 13 Kai

Ears

Oct 13 Kai

Bones

Ears

I speak for hours
Ears that can hear surround me
They do not listen.

#haiku #listening #time

Oct 13 Kai

what you deserve

Oct 13 Kai

lena k

what you deserve

i'm sorry.
i'm sorry that you're stuck with me.
stuck with someone who 's only happy when you're around.
someone who doesn't believe you when you say
you love them
because they have learned that they
are not lovable.
i'm sorry you're stuck with someone
who has trust issues
someone who flinches when a man sits next to them
someone who looks at sharp things differently
than you do
someone who overthinks everything
and believes you're bored of them.
someone who hold grudges
because that's the only way
they know how to protect themselves
someone who forgets to eat
someone who can't love herself
as much as you say you love them.
someone who will never believe you care about them
because they can't even care about themselves.
someone who will always believe
that you deserve better than them.

i'm not good enough for you ****

#sad #love

Oct 13 Kai

garden

Oct 13 Kai

lena k

garden

you cannot water their garden
for you have your own to care for.
there are far too many flowers
and not enough water
between the two
for you to water both.
you must
keep your own garden
alive
and allow the other person
to fetch their own water
and provide for their garden
for if you attempt
to water both
both gardens will suffer.

you cannot fix people no matter how hard you try. the only person you can fix is yourself.

#mentalhealth #selfcare #love #flowers

Oct 13 Kai

sry

Oct 13 Kai

lena k

sry

i am sry
that i refuse 2 water
the flowers
that r in my brain
ur the only flower
i provide water 2
and i give it all 2 u

**** the flowers in my brain is my mental health if u can't tell

#love #depression

Oct 13 Kai

I still feel her

Oct 13 Kai

Ikramo

I still feel her

I can feel you all around
even when the wind heatens up
and get warmer that’s when
you wrap your arms around me
as I sink into your body
I can never escape you

Oct 13 Kai

"no."

Oct 13 Kai

lena k

"no."

you stole my light
when i told you to stop
and you ignored my red light
and kept going
like my body was undiscovered land
and you were a colonizer.
perhaps my asking you to stop
turned you on
made you hungry.
you looked at me with your hungry eyes
like i was fresh meat
for you to take and have for yourself
ignoring my stop signs
cries
screams
because i am nothing more
than an object to you
made for your manipulation and pleasures.

consent is key

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