sindy

sindy Aug 2018

What if all love songs should be sing for ourselves? What is the real love is being in love with yourself and all the rest is just a plus.

I am tired of those stories that never work. Of those feelings that always hurts, of those peole that always lie of this society that is always wrong.

I am just going to listen at those happy love song thinking they are written for me. Like my soul and my head are 2 different persons and protect and love each other forever. Because at the end the only person who will stay forever will be me. At the end the only person I want to keep close is me.

I promise I would keep myself happy because no-one is responsible more for my happiness.

Today is my birthday and I am crying in the train because I choose to live the life I love that need realignment and hurts. I should not be more happy to cry for what I love.

#sad #morning #choice #responsible #happiness

sindy Aug 2018

I choose ME

What if all love songs should be sing for ourselves? What is the real love is being in love with yourself and all the rest is just a plus.

I am tired of those stories that never work. Of those feelings that always hurts, of those peole that always lie of this society that is always wrong.

I am just going to listen at those happy love song thinking they are written for me. Like my soul and my head are 2 different persons and protect and love each other forever. Because at the end the only person who will stay forever will be me. At the end the only person I want to keep up with is me.

I promise I would keep myself happy because no-one is responsible more for my happiness.

Today is my birthday and I am crying in the train while I should be so happy to have chooser what I love over what I should love

#sad #morning #hapiness #myself

sindy Aug 2018

Build and feel

Is love something we build or something we feel?
Which love is stronger the one we feel at first or the one we decide to work for?
What if ...

**** I hate those feelings

sindy Aug 2018

I don’t, I do

I don’t love him, I know I do love him.
He is my best option, I want to go to the other way.
Right now I would take a plane to the other side of the world and fall in love again
But I can’t
Those days I don’t understand anything about myself I hate the society and the respect all his rules anyway how can I be so ...
I just wish that falling in love was not that painfull so I could so it again

sindy Aug 2018

Let me go

If i am not all you need
Why don't you let me go ?

Aug 2018

Mystic Ink Plus

The Story

Every wall has that story
Every picture has that story
Every story has that something
A moment of,
Glory
Vulnerability, and
The truth

The facts reside somewhere
Within,
The more we live,
The more we fear to die
The more we love,
The more risk we get hurt
The more we think
The more we stay silent

Though,
This too will pass

If I’m a writer,
I’ll not dare to end the story,
At the middle of the laugh, or
At the middle of the cry

Story never ends
We try to end the story

Genre: Experimental
Theme: Writing is being, story never ends

#nepal #story #writer #narrate #truth #literature

sindy Aug 2018

Good at

I notice recently that everything I am good at bored me, Everything I am not good at runs after me.

I love to be different but sometimes I wish to be normal.

Just writing normal makes me realised how being different is a chance.

Stop complaining you are living a beautiful life : stop thinking LIVE instead