Silverflame

Dec 2019

Lupus-

I Wanted

All I ever wanted was for someone to listen
I wanted someone to pay attention
To tell me things would get better
And that happiness would last forever
I wanted someone to give me advice
All about my life to notice
I wanted someone to understand
To support and lend me a hand
I wanted someone who'd never leave me alone
To know me from deep inside my bone
I wanted someone to love me
As far as the end of the galaxy
I wanted someone to treat me with respect
To make me feel a little perfect
I wanted someone to make me feel special
And to not make my life seem so small
I wanted someone to wipe away all of my tears
Helping me get over my fears
I wanted someone to be my friend
To always bring my misery to an end

Silverflame Dec 2019

Hold Me Tight

Different ways of dying,
occupy my mind every night.
One of them might be worth trying,
if it'll make serenity hold me tight.

The winter blues is hitting me hard this time.

#suicide #death #depressed #depression #anxiety #sad #sadness #hug #dying #die

Dec 2019

sydney

bittersweet

i laugh at the irony
that love broke my heart.

Dec 2019

Pagan Paul

Letting Go

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Lay me down upon the moss,
cover me with autumn leaves,
rest my body in the forest
to be swallowed by the trees,
and let the fleeting moments
whisper my name to the breeze,
as the cool earth welcomes me,
let me go with comfortable ease.

© Pagan Paul (27/10/19)

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#death #forest #regeneration #fertiliser #nutrition