I shouldn't love you,
But I do.

Because your smile, makes me smile
Because your laugh, makes me laugh
Because I feel butterflies everytime I hear your voice
Because everything you do and say, I completely adore

I shouldn't love you,
Because my smile, doesn't make you smile
Because my laugh, doesn't make you laugh
Because you don't feel anything when you hear my voice
Because you don't care about what I do or say

I shouldn't love you,
Because you don't love me.
I shouldn't love you,
But I do.

– billiondays

I was warned about
people like you;
The one with a
beautiful mind
and soft eyes
I was told to keep away
because you're addicting
and capable of destroying me
more than any drug could
I was told to keep you away
from my heart because
one wrong move
could be vital but
I've always been
one to take risks

– billiondays

If it feels wrong, don't do it
2. Say exactly what you mean
3. Don't be a people pleaser
4. Trust your instincts
5. Never speak bad about yourself
6. Never give up on your dreams
7. Don't be afraid to say no
8. Don't be afraid to say yes
9. Be kind to yourself
10. Let go of what you can't control
11. Stay away from drama & negativity
12. LOVE

– billiondays

I hate me
I hate myself
I hate the fact
That i'm too weak
So anyone can hurt and break my heart
Because i can't put up a defence

I'm sorry
But i can't do this anymore

I grabbed a razor
And spelled out my feelings
In crimson dotted lines

So funny
At school i was laughing
Giggling
Joking everytime

But there's always a secret
Behind "i'm just joking"

After all these cuts
Is it funny now?


{S.K}

I wanna escape
And give up on society

I wanna escape
From reality

I wanna escape
And runaway from everything

I wanna escape
So everything will end as a past

I wanna escape
I wanna leave
Those heartbreaks, those fake friends and those pains

I can't live like this anymore
I would rather live in a treehouse
And befriends with those animals, plants and nature

I wouldn't be afraid
If beasts will attack me
Because the real beasts
Are the society and those judgemental teenage girls

But then i realise
The pain is not only in the society
That i can easily leave it

But the real pain is inside me
Inside my heart
And there is no escape
From the storm inside of me


{S.K}

don't
don't do that

don't cut your wrist
don't swallow those pills
don't jump off that bridge

don't
just don't

don't pull the rope
don't stab yourself
don't take the drugs

don't
remember don't

don't bruise yourself
don't burn yourself
don't harm yourself

don't worry girl
you can still win this thing
you're stronger than you think

{s.k}