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Karma, Karma
hateful heart in trouble,
***** deeds of action
will now simmer and bubble….

That surge in the stillness of air
vibrates leaves on every tree,
the truth laying below deceptive layers
where you think you’re safe to be.

That tingly feeling on your skin
the spark of fire within your eyes,
a surge of deception fills the air
as light flickers in the sky.

An eye for an eye
paybacks can run deep.
Do you think yours are any different?
Karma really does SEEP!

Be careful where that energy roams
Karma pays back in triple,
for that ***** deed done and lie told
can devastate, destroy and *******.
~
Wrong thing done for the right reason
or so you may think, is still the wrong thing,
you never know the consequences to yourself
that ***** little deed can bring.

So many people hurting each other.... Will we ever learn that our actions always come back at us?
Cheryl  Nov 2018
paybacks
Cheryl Nov 2018
you were an education
that I'm still paying for
Heidi Shavill  Jan 2013
Hopefully
Heidi Shavill Jan 2013
I hope that you're unhappy
I wish that you were dead...

Hopefully psychotic delusions
Dance inside your head...

I hope you contract ******
I want you to bleed...

I hope you never find what you think  you need

I hope you fall madly in love, no really I do
'Cause I hope he is abusive, and he cheats on you...

You deserve nothing, I pray that you go blind
I hope you keep suffering until you lose your mind...

I hope every choice you make turns out a big mistake
I hope each promise made to you the promise maker breaks...

I hope you know my hatred is true
Thank God they took my son from you...

I hope you feel guilty you should be ashamed
Thankfully it's my family that shares his last name...

I hope you feel worthless, hopefully no one cares
I hope when you long comfort that no one ever dares...

Hopefully you understand what a ***** paybacks can be
I hope you are scared to death and you never live fear free

I hope you detest the life that you alone have built
while we're loved abundantly and are happy to the hilt...

I hope you know he's finally free
all safe and sound, right here with me...

I hope through time he will recover
Everybody knows
you have failed
as a friend,
woman,
and mother...

Heidi Shavill
2011
Dedicated to the love of my life and his beautiful son.
alison  Jun 2015
Hurt
alison Jun 2015
Getting hurt means you’re
starting to become stronger
We may feel weak at first
because of the suffering
But one day, we’ll realize
we had enough and that
You don’t need paybacks
to be happy with your life.
Maya Wa  Apr 2016
PAYBACK
Maya Wa Apr 2016
Life is just full of paybacks.
When you do something you expect something in return.
Even when you don't, you still get something in return.
Whether good or bad.
So be careful what you do out there.
It might happen to you one day.
cj Apr 2018
1) Why is it that every time i try to leave my body are also the times you emphasize the little things that don't really matter to me?

It'll be days where I'll hear you whisper to me things like:
"No one's gonna call or text you."
"Your wallet is nothing more than a hollow shell of an accessory that makes you feel like an adult."
"Everything you have right now will mean nothing to anyone because the successes you've had were meaningless to begin with."

2) Why are you such a hypocrite?

You've always reminded me that I have friends that look out for me but days later, you take it back and tell me that no one loves me.

You've always reminded me to keep my phone and wallet at the pockets of my pants because it's more worthy than myself yet days later, you tell me these are my most useless possessions

You've always reminded me to study hard and challenge myself everyday yet this whole time you remind me that once I disappear, so will everything I worked for.

3) Do you want me to go or do you want me to stay?

I can sense you're helpless without me. You always want me to help you find your phone or your wallet because no one else will. You want me to help you become literate for the sake of just being literate.

But from all the help that I do, all I get are your sadistic paybacks. You torment me in ways that I feel manipulated, helpless, and weak.

4) You're so powerful yet why do you need me?

You can just pick up that ringing phone with 3 notifications from my friends asking me "What's wrong?".

You can just read that book about theories all by yourself.

You can get the paper on your wallet that has "Do not cut yourself" written in it.

You can do anything without me. yet...

5) Why do you always remind me that things will get better but as I get older, it only gets worse?
idk what to call this but i think it's a poem?
LoveLy  Jun 2015
Relief
LoveLy Jun 2015
There is some relief as you move on and see he moves on too. It let's you breathe though when you look his way it does hurt a little bit....but then you see him fall as hard as you did...that's when the rest of the relief  sits in... cause you know she won't be there to catch him and he'll  land on his face and have to pick up every piece just like you did....there is something so relieving to know it's not only you... and paybacks a ***** ain't it?
Ehhh yeah a bit mean but hey it's a great feeling
T R S  Feb 2021
Frenetic Sowings
T R S Feb 2021
In digging a pitch garden made with stitches of ruined charcoal
I sowed into ten bowls made of silver
Ten showmen, made of clay and soul.

I knew enough to know I didn't have a second to have for myself first.

Still, it's worse to know I thirsted for a patchwork portion of stable
little points, painted on a thrift store surface.

I didn't care how clean or worn it was,
because it always does the same thing
and it stings my eyes
and dyes my curtains

It brings my lies
and paybacks certain.

Not knowing is enough.
Showing feels too tough.

I baked my show sinew, and stuck it in a stock ***.

It's a lot.
By god it is.
Caught in needlepoint necks makes my life something I could give.
Cyclone Dec 2019
You can rest peacefully now you son *****, we got your memo, keep your contributions known, oh **** it's time to leave this cemetery, dry my eyes, can't stand them teary, rest in peace, we out to get blown!, now years have passed, your name is unknown, forgot all about you, who were you again?, We done let society come and change us, ****** us up, and arranged us, we really in this world full of sin, going down memory lane, won't help us to mend, all of those feelings that we used to have, so now it's said and done, I guess the devil won, what is there left that is worth for us to grab? I'm not trying to point the fingers, not trying to make excuses, but the whole world does this ****, so no matter who you are, we will forget who you are, can't torch this furnace, the fire is lit, my mind was selfish and paybacks a *****, so release my soul as quickly as you can, then gon and have me buried, temporarily be worried, and forget about this ignorant man.
Safana  Oct 2020
Unfairness
Safana Oct 2020
Whatever is planted
or may be seeded
There is a ceilings in all,
since the alpha has a beta,
and all lives shall
taste the death, I think
there shouldn't be rush,
If you further given us
a modern cutlasses to
attack ourselves and
brethren I have no doubt,
oneday there shall be a great
paybacks on all, no matter
how much nucleared your
projections are,
no matter how much superpowers
you are, I know and I know
you can't beat that monkeys
living in that forest on that
trees
Corrupted mission and diplomacy to Africa region
Chree  Apr 2023
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Chree Apr 2023
Style says R Rated, but still so archaic.
The way they bite each of my lines you'd think it was sharknado.
Exclusive style on everyday, that's what god gave us.
Arcana.. Paybacks on ultimatum - gifted with the dark language.
Like an Arc Angel, ..in a dark chamber, wondering why "You are all - brain / dead."
False anger] from the dark ages where every line comes off the top of the dome,
I'm talking bald shaved cuts, got it in the bag like Mark Jacobs
Refined like car makers blowing up like a Volcano.
Elevating the smoke beyond your cigar cases.

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