it's pouring rain outside and I'll I can think about is you

how if you were here

I would kiss you out there

in the pouring rain

until it stopped

I've come to realization
that you're just a boy


and I'm just a girl

so naive and full of new experiences to come

naive is me
immaturity I would describe as you

and that will change eventually
but for now

you're just a boy
and I'm just a girl

and we wouldn't want to take away that

now would we

you forgive me?

for what?

the way I feel?

the way I didn't feel about you?

if anything it should be understanding

and I can see why you could confuse the two

you were hurt
and
so was I

seeing you in pain anyway

but I didn't do it and hope for forgiveness

I hoped for understanding

you see I should not be apologizing

for how I feel or how I don't

cause you make and decide mistakes

but you don't decide the way you feel

you know when a song clears your head

of all your troubles


makes you feel alive

makes you're heart fill with tranquility


makes you think about how simple life really is


how nothing really should matter in that moment


I hope you can make me feel that way


I hope you can be that song

there are people that I miss

some I can't see anymore

some I want to kiss

and others I miss because there presence is near but the person they were is not here

maybe some I don't miss so much of them,
but more the times

we spent making history

there should be a word for missing someone and a word for missing who someone was

it's not like it really would matter though

cause I wouldn't know which word to use

music


a blessing
or
a curse

when I hear it I'll cry

and

other times I'll dance

I feel emotions
I wouldn't feel before


I remember moments
I wouldn't have

so it may be a curse
but most of the time it's a blessing

or a gift

a drop of water

can't put out a fire

just like an apology

can't heal the pain