Did you know that I have super powers? Like a real super powers. Like the ones in the movies.

I have the ability of invisibility. Like being in a room or a house or in a car with one person and still go unnoticed.
My invisibility.

I have the power of low frequencies. It doesn't matter how many people are around or how much I yell and scream I am still unheard.
My low sound frequency.

I have the power of unhappiness. No matter how hard I try, Im able to make the opposite person unhappy. But this power is my strongest one because it can also be used on myself.
My unhappiness.

I have the power of hatred. When I give myself to someone and love them. They seem to not love me back. They seem to want more from another woman.
My Hatred.

Sometimes I would like to save the world with my powers, you know like the movie powers, I cant because they force me to always hold a place as the villian.

I hope you see. .
The blood I bled isn't as deep red as the rose.
But as blue as the sea.

My Traitor’s Heart

I cut your heart open with a knife,
And drink you up like the elixir of life.
My body would now be the perfect host
To house the remnants of your ghost
Forestalling your indignant daily riposte.

At the dining table, I compulsively realign
Silverware. I take a crystal glass, pour red wine,
Knowing I’ve committed a murderous sin
Goosebumps form on every inch of my skin
Dark memories resume within.

You spoke to me of girls undreamed-of
You taught me lessons of absent love
Such stories only fed my vengeance,
And now my body pays it's penance;
Flesh laid bare. A life sentence.

Tonight, I trace with fingers, tramlines of
Forgiveness; my Mourning Dove.
I am now so pure, and Satan
Cannot punish me with rattan
Palm. I was never part of his grand plan.

© Sia Jane

She sat with an open bottle of society.
Her cuts were deeper than her reality..
Her drugs were cheaper than the help she needed.
A world of hurt, her arms are bleeding.
Her eyes are leaking
She is internally screaming.
Welcome to the world of the Overdose of a Teenage Ghost

I was itching
Twitching..
Just a bit too much after the sting consumed more than my arm..
I wanted to know exactly why my daddy left
So with that I did everything he did.
I remember seeing the hole in his arm. .
The first time we actually met.
I touched it & images shot through my brain
How he wrapped a belt tightening the strap
Pushing in the needle
His eyes roll back
I wanted to understand
How my father could love a drug more than his little girl
What was so special?
How'd this drug cause him to be the ultimate magician
I mean do the greatest disappearing act.
So I did exactly that.
The rush driving my flesh to inch off my skin
My soul escapes.
My body lies limp
I hear the rushing of blood flood my veins
I guess I'm not as good as my dad because this time I got caught in that time frame
Never again to blink
To think..
I just wanted to be..
More important than the drugs .
Daddy's little queen ..

I wanted to trace her spine with my tongue.
She only wanted me for the high of her ******.
I only wanted her for the rise in pitch when her screaming turned into completely ****** healing
I loved the way her legs wrapped around my head.
As if she wanted me to stay.
As my tongue flicked & licked.
My mouths indulging her juices.
The air filled with lust.
Gripping & ripping. .
I felt her body rise
Legs tighten
A moan of satisfaction quenched my thirst.
Everything flowing.
I crawled up her temple
She helped lick off the fluid from my face.
With no hesitation her hands were placed below my waist.
She ran her fingers through me.
Arch my back with the movements.
We move rhythmically.
I feel her. She feels me.
I can't hold back the emotions.
I release a few satisfactory screams
In this moment I say "baby you make me weak. "..

Fearless. Standing on an edge of a cliff. Fear less as i take my last breath. As if I'm waiting for my lovers reach. Inching toward sudden death as the cliff begins losing my feet. I close my eyes. My body picks up speed. A 20 second fall turns into forever for me. Memory upon memory is seen. The first day my love came to me. Her smile and rose cheeks as she looked at me. Her sweet kiss as our lips would meet. Her soothing voice calming my soul. I will always love you she said even when you are old. I fall a 1000 feet. No need to live without my love. As the feet become inches from me & the sea i never wanted more than to feel her next to me. She had past a week before. I couldn't last anymore. I gave my body to the sea. So we can love for an eternity.