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talia rose Jun 2014
adoration is maximized
lavishing eyes that read my mind
euphoric emotions
x*erox copy of myself
  Jun 2014 talia rose
Elise
This drug,
It's  destroying me
It's  wrecking my life
to the point where I can hardly breathe

It's hard to stand
It's hard to make it through the day

Without this drug
Its hold is getting stronger and stronger
When I'm depressed, I run to it
When I am weak, I cling to it.

What does it do?
It helps me for a second... for a minutes
It helps me to forget the pain that I am in...
momentarily.

The doses are becoming larger
the tolerance becoming stronger
My body shakes for it
Yearns for it
Dreams about it

This drug numbs the pain of my reality
But this drug is causing more pain in my reality
....the little reality that I know....

Maybe I am being overly dramatic
Maybe I just like to draw a show to myself
But I think I am really trapped

If I don't push this drug away,
If I don't lay it down now,
There may be no turning back

With every ounce of my strength
With the little will power left in my body
I push this drug away

I am not sure how I will make it through the day
I am not sure how I will deal with my reality
But I can't let this drug consume me any longer

If I let it win,
Only one thing can happen
And that is death...

I am not ready for that,
Not yet
Because there is still a small flicker of life
stirring in my bones....
talia rose Jun 2014
"I am just a skater
I'm just a time wasting scrub
I have nothing to give you
except for my love
I can give you no money
I can give you no jewelry;
all that I can afford
is a promise that your heart will never be torn"

Oh, my love
I can sincerely assure
That you're all I need, you and your allure

"I cannot shower you with materialistic things
I cannot take you out on expensive binges
All I have is me
I'm simply not good enough for you,
you deserve infinity"

Oh, my love
I wholeheartedly implore
That I ask of nothing
absolutely nothing
more
You're my only necessity, just one request
you are the one who will treat me the best.

"So you're saying dear
that my deepest fear,
rejection and emptiness
is all in my head?
Would you say yes if I asked you to wed?
You're all I need too
Just me and you
Yet I only once more
simply ensure you,
for it's you I adore"

Oh, my love
I'm appeased and eccentric with this
feeling you suspected
You're all I need

*and more
  Jun 2014 talia rose
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You have a place in my heart
A special place indeed
And as well as a place
In this bed of ours

We share cigarettes
We share blankets
We share cuddles
We share kisses
We share feelings
We share our
Darkest emotions
We share ****
We share tea
We share food
We share a home

We share the bad days
And the most beautiful
Romantic nights
Of our entire life

Our love is based on
Trust & commitment
His positive vibes
I look upon
As true
Inspiration

This guy sees my worst
Still calls me the best
Greatest boyfriend
I have ever had
The chance to have
© Natali Veronica 2013.
talia rose Jun 2014
Like  an unyielding wave of  emotion and ecstasy,
mysterious perplexity,
left breathlessly astonished by this sensation of  unidentified bliss.
Dumbfounded and taken aback
there isn't a crack
in this wall of love that emerges from a light,
this is not a feeling I would ever fight
fueling these intense impulses and mind boggling feelings
each layer of this flower petal is peeling
It is concrete, this love
a stone set certainty aimed for the stars,
blood pumping wind gusts and fast paced cars.
This  inexplicable sureness floats in the streams of twisting dreams
dancing in my head
painting each wall red.
intuition at it's finest, for there is no mistake
every corner of this world would quake
if what I'm saying did not deem true.
It is concrete, this love
nor a fantasy or an illusion, I will never be freed of,
*this concrete love.
Motivated by the light
I sit in the darkness and plan my escape,
the lighter reminds me of the sun.
I drift off to a faraway land,
it is always sunny here.
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