Ronney

Apr 2016

DaRk IcE

Staring into an empty space filled
With wonder
That reaches for the
Moon
With an absent
Ground
Laughing at depressions
Dismay of shattered
Dreams doomed
By suicidal
Thoughts
And
Sleepless nights
Loving the one's who
Abandoned
Your exsistance
Each exhausting day
Is harder to get through
Then the one before
Yet you do it all over
Again
Because who else
Will
Giving credit to your
Biological makers
Who raised your
Downfall
And encouraged your
Feelings of inadequacy
Missing pieces of a broken
Home are all you
Have
Left
To carry to your
Grave
Somehow missing the
Point of why
Your
Were
Here

#depression #despair #abandonment #anxiety #brokenhome #abuse #sadness #hopelessness

Apr 2016

Cody Haag

Anti-social Freak

Babbling like a fool,
Proving myself a tool,
I see judgment in those eyes,
I know I am despised.

My mouth closes then,
This is not my friend.
They think I am dumb,
I feel oh so numb.

Mouth, know your place,
It is inferior, like your face.
Please, get in line,
That disdain is a sign.

Speaking is not meant for me,
I am a total freak.
They know it on sight,
My chest is so tight.

Put me out of my suffering,
Their judgment is puncturing.
Their eyes are deadly blades,
I wish that I could fade.

I don't think any of these thoughts are good, and I'm not trying to spread negativity to readers of this poem. I'm simply portraying the thoughts that cross my mind when I am put into social situations.

#sad #depression #social #anxiety #people #panic #communication #chest #anti-social #sociable

Ronney Apr 2016

~ Illusion of normality ~

Not up to the standard

That normal demanded

I was a random

An outsider abandoned

But as we grew older

Choices Became more bolder

normal became variety

Building up our society

~ the common perception people have come to believe is that normal Is being the same as everyone else, that not right that would be conformity.

~Normal has always been people's individuality

So here's a lesson

~ own it, your individuality I mean because that makes you normal you'd be the normal you and that's what we want from you :)

#normal #variety #differentiation

Apr 2016

Murad Husain

Simplicity

I am here to live out loud,
Can’t get lost in chaos in the crowd.
One cannot turn down the spirit within,
As it lives in my core as it has been.
I am here to announce clear and loud,
I will not die today, not like this in the cloud.
I do not mean to be the best of the best,
Just wish to be as simple as I can get!

Ronney Apr 2016

~ are you okay? ~

Ask me, as you will

The question with an autimatic fill

I will undoubtedly lie untill

You believe the answers real

In order to deal

Because truth be revealed

The real answer holds no appeal

Because

*no I'm not okay

~ I have no doubt that at some stage everyone has been asked the question which seems to come with the automatic fill -I'm fine- let's be honest it's okay not to be okay thats part of being human. Okay? :)

#help #are-you-okay #honest-answer