On new year eve when the sun on the west hung low
And the east wind on dead leaves blow
I paced to the yellow woods
And sat on my favourite wood
Where not long after I fell into a trance
Not of any divine trace
But a dream from my person
And I saw a vision backwards:
365 days ago, not long ago
I was on the same spot
For the familiar new year ritual
That of writing my aspirations
My fickle fingers wrote my dreams on the hard earth
On the passing sands of time
But no traces of them was left
Perchance carried by the furious wind
To the store house of wasted words
I continued in the vision backwards
When I heard a voice from me saying
" Don't write your dreams on sand
Write them on your heart "
I woke from my short trance
When the crimson moon was awake above
And the night owl hooting echoed through the woods
Left the woods without performing my ritual
Because i heard a vision backwards
" Don't write your dreams on sand
Write them on your heart."

We all invest our valuable time into something we passionately care about,
I just invested in the wrong person is all.

Do you ever want to make me laugh?
I wish you did instead of me feeling this cold draft
I just wanted to let you know that I finally figured it all out
She was always the one you where talking about
Seems she was your long boarding girl
and now my stomach's a twirl
The thing about love is it has to go both ways or you'll be stuck on that person for so many days
And now I'm going to set myself apart from you because at the end of the day I'll never be her and i honestly don't want to be her.
So take me as I am or get lost lover boy.

They say we settle for the love we think we deserve, So I keep patiently waiting till It feels like the Universe is complete and our love is right that I feel swept off my feet.
I feel it can be the best with you, but I cant help but wonder is it there inside of you? Maybe he has that special desire just for me or maybe he is all that he is and Its not meant for me. But I'll keep patiently waiting till more pages of him unfold, because I know the deeper you go the better you know and better you know the more he will show and the more I will see what has been hiding deep far beneath for me. <3