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Maybe I try too hard rhyme..
             But that's my style.
Who are you to judge my flow
             Poetry is how I breathe.
If you don't like it you can leave.
But if you do, then you can stay.
And I will read it to you as you sleep
And pray that God your soul will keep
For staying for me.
You're what I need.
Thank you
 Sep 2014 Rebecca Scull
JD
Life
 Sep 2014 Rebecca Scull
JD
For the people who read this
It's not just a game
we've all got emotions
and we've all gone insane.
 Sep 2014 Rebecca Scull
Amanda J
I never meant to fall in love with you,
I would take it back if I could.
What I would give to feel nothing,
When I look into your sweet brown eyes.
To stop my heart from speeding up
When you walk into the room
To keep myself from staring
As you sleep, so close to me

We're just friends, I know
But I want to be so much more
I wish I could be all you need
But I can't even figure out what you want.
You're one of my best friends, and I love you
I wouldn't dare ruin that with my feelings
But, after over a year, you deserve to know
I'm just afraid of what you might say
"They warned me about drugs in the street, but never the ones with hazel eyes and a heartbeat."
When I asked you to fix me,
You told me I wasn't broken.
But, let this soak in.
I just wanted to know,
If i was still a pretty enough picture to be worth, agonizing over a puzzle.
Even when it's a struggle.
And you have to nuzzle each piece into place,
Kissing the pieces bent out of shape,
Searching for pieces gone missing,
But you can't make a raisin back into a grape.
Yes, I Remember your middle name
And who says we can't celebrate failure?
Don't be sad, we tried, we tried.
When you write your story in the sand it washes away with the tide.
It isn't our fault.
We may have cut ourselves open, But we didn't ask for the salt in our
wounds
Can I still say "we"?
I guess you're kind of done with me.
I don't blame you, Puzzles are frustrating.
they're a tease.
Please, tell me I haven't lost the most important piece.
Tell me I haven't lost
you.

© copyrighted Nicole Ann Osborn
When you look at me, dry your eyes.
Your tears awaken intense emotions which I may have no control over.

Please do not care too much.
For one day you may wake up and I am no longer here.

Look at me, show me your smile,
For deep down I am still the person you got to know.

When you smile and say you will pray for me, remember I do not believe in your God.
For how can a loving God, the Almighty allow His children to suffer.
He who made heaven and earth is far out of reach...a phantom.

Yet, I plead, smile for I am still your mother, friend and daughter.
I'm just in pain, my pain, not yours.

Turn your back.
Please go now, for I might just bring you down with me.
Fear of abandonment all so familiar.
Try to still the sadness, the anxiety
which clings like wet clothing to a broken, bruised body.

Should I stay or should I go and try to find the God admired by many.

Being awake becomes scary.
Racing thoughts.
Absolute torture to fend for yourself.
Cold sweats, deep dark nightmares becoming the norm.

Always needy.
Forever apologizing though you are not in the wrong.
Giving all of you till there is nothing left
...a deep empty water well.

As day falls and night comes creeping closer the dark monster is sure to sink its claws into your skin.

Nothing is left.
Pure absolute emptiness and you find yourself alone...
Soul alone.
Close your eyes.
Dream of the day when happiness isn't forced upon your face
Close your eyes.
Inhale the sent of wildflowers surrounding you.
Close your eyes.
Let the sun warm every inch of your cold heart.
Close your eyes.
Believe in better days.
Close your eyes.
Everything will be okay if you just close your eyes.
Sometimes i just need to close my eyes and take a deep breath, telling myself it will be okay, i always imagine myself in a field of flowers. This is what helps me calm down i suppose.
I waited and waited,
You never came.
Guess you had better things to do,
yet another comforting lie.

I forgive you for once again
I blame myself.
Maybe I am just miserable or too emotional.

But please, stop being busy.
Forever you are busy with yourself, other people.
And in the midst of it all you neglect to remember, I still need you.

Bear in mind though, I am used to it.
I have become so used to being disappointed, it is sickening.

However, I love you and I pray,
Yes, I pray, strange as it may seem,
We get through this and somehow
You will eventually care.

Nevertheless, do not be concerned.
I am in good hands here.
Take care of yourself and please
remember me.
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