I've loved I've lost I've pined away for someone who didn't even know I existed I've bled I've cried and sobbed sorrowfully I've moved on I've contemplated on ending my life to end my suffering I've triumphed I've achieved I've met my goals just at the deadline I've crossed the line point of no return I've loathed myself I've been kind to a perfect stranger I've given loads of my time and energy to a worthy cause I've wondered I've pondered I've doubted I've sat in silence I've pursued what speaks to my soul
I refuse to be half of one whole For I am enough always To stay silent surrounded by seas And as Ellan my will shall remain Constant, contained and content For it turns out that I need you not And that I want you even less.
Cages fail in their attempt to hold beauty/ as sand from hand it slips/ slips from time taking shape in chance and impact/ funny how a cage traps the body/ yet the mind traps the soul//