There're times that I ended up conmparing myself to others
I tried to refocus my life to where their eyes were
I tried to reason out to God what my desires are
And even tried to ran away from the Great Commission.
No one could ever tell you that you are called by God,
It is God Himself who can call you out
For you to surrender, it was God's movement to tap you.
I realized how blessed I am,
Of course, there're always situations that binds my eyes
But the worldy desires do not satisfy my inner soul.
Indeed, I am blessed
To have Jesus accepted in my heart
And I know that my faith in him is authentic.
God has blessed us with wonderful things
And Satan has stolen our identity in Christ
He became jealous of how God wants to make us
With His very own image.
My life is different, not because I am unique
But because God is with me
Yes, I do fail; it's a guarantee
But God never sees me as failure, but a victor!
It was a random thought,
But it's not a misery at all
I know God is in control.