time's going by slower and slower and it's getting hard to look at myself in the mirror but i did this to myself and i know i did and i can feel the regret creeping up behind me and i can feel it crawling on my skin and into my pores and sinking it's teeth into my bones the pain is taking over and it's getting hard to breathe and i can't tell reality from nightmare and maybe that's what i've been after all along why didn't you stop me why would you ever let this happen to me you let me tear the flesh from my bones just for the show