When could I say that I believed I was such a treasured soul To give up the life you've conceived for a chance at half not whole
Having tasted the nectar of life who can say they would pass it on For years full of trouble and strife filled with all of what was, now gone
Life wasn’t meant to cost so much that you pay for your love in years I couldn't bear it to be such that I cost you a life of tears
Many a night I looked up in awe to the sweet sky above my head Longing to be that star you saw to hear the wistful things you said
So now I lie in wait for dawn watching the stars all twinkle out Dreaming of things that were, now gone we never thought we’d live without
Tate Original poem as it was created to be seen with music and pictures http://www.writerscafe.org/writing/aristate/538782/
To Lucy Hamilton princess of Ireland, With whom I had planned a life. She could not leave her sainted mother who was ill. I am touched by the devotion.